Today I jumped off a cliff
And as I fell I could only think of what was to come
Falling, I dove until I pierced the cold dark waters
The bitter salt stinging my eyes as I try to rise above
Only to realize the harsh waves pushing me down
The struggle to keep my head above
The struggle to breath
Below me,
I feel the hundred of bites from sharks
Their sharp teeth in my skin
dragging me down
And the thousands of jellyfish stings
weakening me
forcing me down
forcing me to blend in and become one of them
But I can't
I must prevail
I must take on the pain
I must move on
And as I pull free and swim further away I hear them call
You're weird! You're ugly!You're an outcast!
And though the words constantly replay in my mind
I must use them as strength to move on
I must succeed
I must push through the waves
I must ignore the pain.the stings, the bites.
I must swim against the current.
I must fight it.
Although they still try to drag me down
Try to make me like them
I can never be...
I can only be me...
For my island, my home, my sanctuary.
is not far away...
I must be free...
The struggle to fit in and also be yourself.
Deciding to move on and be different.