please just give this to me,
give me the peace of mind I need.

Your love was like
An atomic blast in my heart
I wasn’t expecting that kind of power
Nor that kind of destruction

the more memories in my head that become unrepressed
the more i realize that i’m blessed
it took a lot to get me here
and the end is nowhere near
because life is a journey, not a race
i’m so grateful to be in this place
and i tell myself
it could always be worse

for the first time
since the last time
i think i stopped missing you
today.