You said you loved me!
You said you can't think of one reason to break up
"it'd have to be an outside force" you said
You said you couldn't imagine being with anyone else but me
so why!
why  the **** did you leave
I can't believe how stupid I am
I can't believe I believed you.
I used to laugh at stupid love songs
now I understand and it ******* *****
I used to wonder how people could be heartbroken, used to say just move on.
You taught me you *******!
I didn't want to learn
I didn't need to learn
you ****** me up!
you know that, don't you?
*******
for leaving me
*******
for saying you loved me
*******
for saying there was no one else
*******
for saying I'm not alone
that you'll always be there for me
you ******* liar
I don't believe you anymore
if that isn't obvious
I know now, what I knew before I met you
love is a ******* illusion
I knew there was no such thing as "true love"
that nobody could stay with somebody forever
I didn't think this was a lesson I had to be taught
Apparently I'm wrong, because you leaving me ******* hurts
it hurts like hell
pretending you don't exist in school
not kissing you in the morning
not hearing how much you ******* "loved me"
ha what a joke!
Cant believe I fell for that *******
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
*******
********

How am I suppose to go to school tomorrow?
knowing that you won't be waiting for me at my locker
knowing that I won't kiss you good morning
knowing that you won't walk me to class
knowing that you won't hug me, comfort me
knowing that you won't be thinking about me
knowing that you'll be ignoring me
How am I suppose to go to sleep tonight?
knowing that what happened was my fault
knowing that I'll never kiss you again
knowing that you won't be telling me you love me anymore
knowing that you won't be waking me up to good morning texts
How?

call me
tell me you made a mistake
tell me you miss me
tell me we can work it out
tell me that you love me
tell me that you miss talking to me
that you miss my face
that you miss knowing that if you had a problem, you could talk to me
tell me that you want me back
tell me that we are strong enough to make it through this
tell me that nobody compares to me
that nobody cares like I do
that nobody listens like I do
that being with me was the best feeling you had
please
just call me

I love you
I meant it when I said it
Communication is important
I told you that, so that there wouldn't be any rash decisions made
so that you knew any problem could be fixed by talking it out
but its too late now
you left, gone
if you just told me what was bothering you
we could've worked it out, right?
I tried, I really tried to work it out
it seemed like you didn't though
Almost like you were sick of me already
now I can't sleep
I'm crying silently, watching the hours tick by
missing you

It was my fault
It's always my fault
I was too mean
too mean to you
too mean to myself
I was too dependent
Needy, greedy just wanting you near me
If I had just been nicer
not made you feel like crap when I knew you were trying
If I had just given you space
If I had just went on more dates
or told you how much you mean to me
but its too little
its too late
you're gone
*you're gone

I thought maybe, if I was helpless, a little broken and lost
that someone would notice, care, and try to put me back together
I was stupid to think that
I am worthless, scarred up and alone
no one wants to help me
no one wants to put little ole me back together
I was wrong
I blame the movies, for making it seem like that's how life worked
I blame the romance books, for making guys out to be wonderful, beautiful creatures who loved more than just your body, and wanted you to be whole and happy with them
so I thought, when you showed up, that if I opened up
little by little
you'd care, you'd want to help put back he pieces
make me whole
but I was wrong, so now I know
and now I'm a little more broken
a little more lost
a little more confused
but most of all
a little less trusting
I don't believe love can fix me
not anymore
that's child's play honey
so I'll stay alone
I'll stay broken
until I can put myself whole
with my tape and my glue
my needle and thread
I'll be whole again, with no help at all
I'll be whole, but I won't believe in love
I'll be whole
eventually
but I won't believe in love, I refuse

Don't think I can run?
Don't think I fit the image?
Don't think I can fight?
Don't think I can be happy without you?
watch me
I can run, maybe not as fast as you, but I can run.
watch me
I fit my image. Who cares what you think? Oh wait, nobody thats right
watch me
I can defend myself, and I may not cause damage, but I refuse to let you do damage, so
watch me
I'm happy now, Look I'm laughing and smiling and radiant, all without you, so
watch me
I can do anything
I am not invincible, and I do break, but
I am strong
so go ahead, put obstacles my way and
watch me get past them