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Dec 2022 · 82
12.28.22
mhelows Dec 2022
Do you know how painful it is
To wish to just die, than to live without you.
Jun 2020 · 236
Drunk
mhelows Jun 2020
Got drunk together
Things got crazier
Sanity's gone
Things are great in our eyes
Your fingertips on my back
Tracing every line
I'm catching my breathe
In your ears.
You're so close
Too close.
We were dancing
In flames
In love
Heaven.

Can we please stay this way forever?
May 2017 · 244
He Used to Be
mhelows May 2017
That first night we shared together
kept replaying in my head.
The awkwardness
The first kiss.
I loved how his lips felt against mine.
How he gently caress the side of my face while kissing me.
How he traces his fingers across my thighs,
The way he pull me closer
How he stares at me.
He use to take pictures of me everyday.
He use to say those sweet words to me
He used to be mine.
May 2017 · 260
...
mhelows May 2017
...
In the world of love and hurt
Life holds no reason for what we get
The hurt of being in love
The love of hurt we hate

They come in pair
So you better prepare
We hurt the one who loves us
and love the one who hurt us.
Sep 2016 · 371
Love and Hurt
mhelows Sep 2016
One thing I learned about love is that,
In love, you will get hurt and lose hope.
You will try to move on and forget.
But in the end, no matter what happens,
you will always love and care for that person.
When you really like a boy, you’d be happy for him. when you see him finding his Ms. Right, you will want them to be together and to live happily ever after.
True love isn't always ending up with someone we love. True love is seeing the person we love happy even if that doesn't include you. Their happiness makes us happy.
Aug 2016 · 203
We Will Never Know
mhelows Aug 2016
What happened to us?
When did it started?
Why didn't we noticed?
We will never know.

We were so inlove with each other
What happened? where did it go?
Why did we do the things we did?
We will never know.

Why am i feeling so much pain?
Why am i hurting too much?
Why do i still love you so  much?
We will never know.

You fall out of love.
You wish to be freed
You dont wanna work it out.
You left me shattered into pieces.

When will I get over you?
When will I stop looking for you in places we used to go?
When will I stop loving you?
We will never know.
May 2016 · 317
Thoughts
mhelows May 2016
There are different degrees of pain.
We have the kind we feel when we receive rejection,
The type we feel when we scrape our knees
and the pain we feel when we grieve.
But nothing lingers quite like the pain of knowing you should be here with me.
May 2016 · 564
Hypophrenia
mhelows May 2016
So I spoke to you
after a couple of months.
Awkward Silence
Dead airs
Long stares

I saw your eyes were sad
I wanna hug you tight so bad
But i wont do it
Not because i don't care
But because i'm scared.
Scared that i might hurt you again.

I'm tired of all the pain I feel
There's too much of it.
It's like pieces of glass in my heart.
May 2016 · 589
Untitled
mhelows May 2016
It is not love that hurts.
It is our idea of what love should be like
compared to the love that we have.
It is not love that hurts,
but the absence of it especially when we need it most that hurts.
May 2016 · 377
Our Story
mhelows May 2016
Our story may not started right
we've been through the worst part of our life.
At times I've given up the fight
You stay strong and hold on tight.

In your arms, i found comfort
In your smile, i found peace
You're a shoulder i could lean on
That one person i can count on.

You are my best friend, a brother and a lover.
What more can I ask for?
Thinking of losing you makes me feel sick.
Please promise me you're gonna stick.
May 2016 · 314
Luna
mhelows May 2016
Like the moon,
She had a side of her so dark,
That even the stars couldn't shine on it.
She had a side of her so cold,
Even the sun couldn't burn on it.
May 2016 · 869
Coffee Love
mhelows May 2016
I love you like i love my cup of coffee.
First thing in the morning
In the middle of day
Or late at night.
Dark, bitter, sweet or both.
Right now, later, and always constantly.
Forever.
May 2016 · 583
Things happen for a reason
mhelows May 2016
You just need to deal with it
I know its hard when you make things work and it didn't
But trust me, there's a meaning behind everything
Whether it's the right time with the wrong person,
Or the wrong time with the right one,
Eventually things will fall into place,
And you'll be happy why it never worked out with the wrong ones.
May 2016 · 957
Parallel
mhelows May 2016
Maybe in another universe,
On that parallel universe
There's still us,
We are still together.
We are made for each other.

I wish i didn't broke up with you
I wish you didn't just let me go
I wish we never had that fight
That fight that broke us apart
May 2016 · 264
Hurt
mhelows May 2016
They say time heal all wounds.
But years has passed and the pain still remains.
Sometimes it goes away
But it always comes back
And when it does, it hurts even more.
May 2016 · 370
Confused
mhelows May 2016
From the start We know this would end right?
And yet, courageously, you told me you would fight.
Whose fault was it in the first place?
Why do we suffer now in this heartache?
May 2016 · 506
Pain
mhelows May 2016
Years had passed and the familiar pain still lingers
Haven't seen you for a long time, but hearing your name still drives me insane.
May 2016 · 268
Untitled
mhelows May 2016
Sometimes love means letting go when deep inside all you really wanted was to hold on tighter.
May 2016 · 311
Broken
mhelows May 2016
If i never met you, I wouldn't feel the pain.
If I never met you, I wouldn't be insane.
But If I never met you, I wonder if i'd still be the same
Gotta admit life's much better, since the day you came.

But look what you've done to me
You left me alone and too blind to see
Those things you've done means nothing to you
How foolish am i to believe it's true

My heart is broken, like its torn in two
Why can't I just be with you?
Wanting to kiss and hold you in my arms.
Wanna make sure to keep you safe from harm.
May 2016 · 267
Monday
mhelows May 2016
Monday's are fine. It's your life that *****.
#monday
May 2016 · 250
Crazy
mhelows May 2016
My mind is like a labyrinth
I'm lost, confused and don't know where to begin.
Little by little I'm losing my sanity.
Can you please take me back to reality?
May 2016 · 323
Game of Love
mhelows May 2016
When does love become a game?
When you lose, who's the one to blame?
Risking everything, hoping you will win.
Praying and wishing you wouldn't end up crying.

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