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 Mar 2015 Mel L
Renee
...
 Mar 2015 Mel L
Renee
...
I just wanna feel okay
One day
Without hating myself
regretting the things I do
A day without the thought
that I don't matter
I'm insignificant
Just one day
I'm so tired of being hurt
"needing therapy"
not wanting to get out of bed
so tired of people leaving
people assuming
tired of music not helping,
when it's the only thing that ever did,
so tired of no sleep,
dark eyes for days,
from the fight with my mind.
I'm so tired of being me,
and ruining everything I've ever loved,
ever needed,
I'm so tired of being the way I am,
and not changing.
 Mar 2015 Mel L
Mya
Destruction
 Mar 2015 Mel L
Mya
In that moment of weakness
I relapsed
I forgave
And was destroyed
Again
 Mar 2015 Mel L
Cheyenne
Kiss me long--
Kiss me slow--
Kiss me like you mean it though.
Whisper secrets I don't know;
Give me reasons not to go.

In your arms--
Let me be--
Let your love wash over me.
Slip into a peaceful sleep;
Whisked away in wistful dreams.
 Mar 2015 Mel L
Holly
You
 Mar 2015 Mel L
Holly
You
I look at you
And i can see it in your face.
You think you can hide it,
But i see you.

I see the hurt,
The dark circles beneath your eyes.
And the quiet plea
Dancing on your bottom lip,
Too afraid to be voiced
Too afraid to be heard
Because your too afraid to be hurt.

And i just want to take you and
Wrap you up in my arms
Hold you, console you
Tell you things you'll believe.
But you don't seem to believe
Anything anymore.
Because you have been deceived
Far too many times.

So i'll just look at you
And see the pain in your fake smile,
And i'll smile back
And i'll hear the attempted deception
When you tell me your just tired,
I'll say me too.

I know your broken inside,
I can see it in your lies.

Roses are red,
Your wrist are too
Violets are blue,
And so are you.
 Mar 2015 Mel L
Madeline Janisch
She opened the cabinet
Took the pills,
one too many would seal the deal She broke a glass
And took a piece
She held it in her pearly teeth
She spat it out and began to spin
Piercing her own porcelain skin
Crimson drips run down her arm
Pooling at her feet like rain after a storm

She plunged into her sadness
Bricks tied to her feet
She wanted to drown the demons
She gave in to defeat
She thought it was the only way out, who cared if she didn't come back?
She tried to destroy the demons
And by this destroyed herself
 Mar 2015 Mel L
oni
i climbed upward
until i found
the world had been turned
upside down
and i was actually
digging down
 Mar 2015 Mel L
oni
superfailure
 Mar 2015 Mel L
oni
I want to
save the world,
but I cannot even
save myself;
so please
do not
ask me
to save you,
too
 Mar 2015 Mel L
oni
MY CHEST HURTS
 Mar 2015 Mel L
oni
the pressure
from my heart
spreads through
my veins
and i sink
myself
by holding on
to this feeling
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