"Believe me" is what I wanna hear
"Trust me" is what I wanna see
If "love me" is all I can hear
Whats the point of two persons being together?
If "i will stay" isnt possible to keep
Then what about the "I love you" the you must say
If "memories" can't be shared
And all you do is "accept"
For once can you be selfish and say "I'm yours alone"
If its still hard to "pronounce"
Then
"Love" must be tired
Then perhaps its ok to expect "goodbye"

Though I'm scared,
I chose to say goodbye
I don't wanna cry
But seeing you leave is what I chose to see
I bear words I can't convey
And so does it mean
I chose for it to die with me?

I'm scared because of you
Now that I'm falling
Are you going to leave me now?
Now that you know
Is it time to let go?
Though I'm in love
I don't want to expect anything in return
Because I'm scared
Its enough that you know
I don't want to hope anymore..

I often forget the meaning of importance
All I see are the efforts I do
And the gifts from a done favor
I laugh and get thrilled on the things that comes and happened
Only because I will benefit on it
I give and respect
Only because I expect goodness in return
In this world there is this one thought
Have I ever done something
That someone will ever take it
As important as friendship?

What happened today still lingers on my mind
Your expression
Your smiles and laugh
Your stupid yet cute gestures
Your crazy talk
The voice inside my head
Tells me not to let you go
I'm afraid that the voice inside my head will explode
And you'll find out that your best friend is in love with you

Am I too scared to say goodbye?
I know that somewhere in my heart im alone so why?
I know that even if i wait I won't be notice
I was made alone from the start
With every small shattered pieces of loneliness
I was meant to stay the same
The same old fellow that everyone knew
I won't be the person I want myself to be
But I'm becoming the person I myself hate to become
Everyday i grew a little different
And everytime i choose to change
I end up becoming even more broken
A broken piece of life
But there's no hoping
I can't scape the faith laid in front of me
I will always be the regret living among the rhytmn

In my life
I had met and encountered people
In and outside the house
Everyday we pass through one another
Everyday we laughed and talked
Everytime, I thought of only one thing
Was I able to left a mark on their heart?
Something that will live with them
Something that will make them remember me
Even when I'm gone
Something that will make them say  "thanks god, I met her"