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 Oct 2014 Mary Johnson
Bunhead17
When we first met
I honestly had no idea
That you would be so
important to me
I love you Arcassin Burnham <3
 Oct 2014 Mary Johnson
Arcassin B
By Arcassin Burnham



A hippy in the red mist getting hazy,
Talk ***** to me,
And I'm bound to drive you crazy,
Nice legs,
If you own some,
Long hair,
That I could pull,
I known to have the shaft to make you drool,
Do you feel what I'm feeling,
I hope that you can understand,
*** addicts Have resolutions,
I'll do more than hold your hand,
I not trying make you passionless
Is it good to you,
Throw you into the passion,
And list you , until you spew.
****** side
 Oct 2014 Mary Johnson
miso
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 Oct 2014 Mary Johnson
miso
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Does anyone want me
Because I don’t want myself anymore
 Oct 2014 Mary Johnson
Bunhead17
You come to LOVE
Not by finding the
Perfect person
But by seeing an
Imperfect person
*perfectly
I give and you take. There is no compromise. I am loyal, selfless, and kind. You are wrathful, apathetic, and cold. I give you what you ask for, what you want, only to be ignored and then scolded for having hurt feelings. I've been lying in bed for 5 hours thinking of ways to tell you to go **** yourself, the only problem is that I love you.
They say the gift is self fulfillment
That I must look to myself for happiness
But I can't find a mirror.
 Oct 2014 Mary Johnson
lost girl
I'm alive but I'm not living
I'm walking around as if I am in a trance
I think I even forgot how to dance.
I am going through the motions
But I can never catch a chance --
A chance
to slow down and pause for a second
or maybe two
maybe then I would be able to see
what is really true.

(a.d)
Confused Signals
Between jokes and true pain
My heart's just outreaching
For your love all the same
No negative intentions, inside what i've said
Just playful stupidity from within my head
My own words, just let your thoughts go
Yet I cannot seem to just let it flow
Flow out of my mind like driftwood in the sea
But this love is infinite, between you and me
My own insecurity, mixed up with my fears
Since no one has ever loved me as you do my dear
So forgive all the nonsensible things that I say
My worst nightmare is if you walked away
So i'll learn to think free, and just let it flow
Before I disappear in my mind's undertow
Living in fear or worry is something you can't do
I don't know what it is,
and that is precisely the reason why I am living...
This life is the disguise of the divine.
Had we known the destination,there wouldn't have been any inertia...
I go in circles of self love to self loathing
I go in circles of I love her, I love her not
I go in circles of I'm straight, I'm gay
I can feel my life cycling slowly as if it were going down the drain.
I go in circles of happiness and depression
I go in circles of I can do this, no I can't
I go in circles of being too full and starving
My life is cycling like a bike up an unknown path
And I know at the top of this path, at the bottom of this drain I might find something worth living for
But right now I feel dizzy from all of these circles
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