How does it feel?
Having your heart being ripped out from your chest....then trying to put it back in with no prevail?
Does it sting?
Do you feel a thing?

Melancholy's bitter touch took her breath away
and injected her windy harmony inside Depression's corpse,
Her rose bud lips paled into Autumn's dying flower,
a morose dissipation of colouring of which once lived in her lips.
Scarlet cheeks evaporated into Ivory chalk.
as its powder sprayed on her frail countenance,
Her eyes though
which once painted the delusion of happiness gave up too soon
and succumbed to Despondency's cruel embrace
excluding the small threads of faint, grey light
which may have been the possibility
of a better life.

I try to scream out in a despreit cry for help, all that comes in a yelp. No one sees it, they can't hear me. In my head im withering in pain but on the outside i smile and hide it all away. So many thoughts, worries and fears, all these doubtful voices i hear burn my ears and drown me in my tears. I sit here while he is over there. Floating on the sea and fighting a war for men who only see him as a number. I feel like im in a jar screaming for them not to take him away but they can't hear me.. He maybe here today but i know its not to stay. Everything will change but ill support him either way. All i want to say is i love you and hope he will stay, stay for one more day. The navy is my enemy for taking my light way.

Tell me something about you
Something nobody else knows
Show some truths
Reveal to me your soul
Don't make it too obvious
Hide your secrets within ink
Not too long and not too short
But make me think
Make me guess
Help me to understand
Write out your dark confessions
And I'll be your biggest fan

Never look for happiness elsewhere
Look for happiness in your current situation.

You came like a car crash
I didn't see you coming
My mind couldn't believe this was happening
I was flying for a second
Then I was wallowing in pain on the ground
And the car which hit me was already gone