You talk, you glow,
It's proudly put on show.
You wanted, you wasted,
It's perfectly translated.

I doubt my body and self,
Would you rather be somewhere else?

Angry, disturbed.
It hurts me to the core.
Ripped, missing,
Parts of History.
You're pain is valid,
But so is mine.

You were hurt,
But you blew off his side.

Heartbeats; Rapid Pulse,
Pulling my back side to side.
Whines; High Irritation,
How do I express my mind?
A light mark is better than blood,
yet my mind still begs me to cut.

Silent sobbing of a desperate heart crippled by realities and blurred out thoughts,
they are truths of pain which can never be erased forever imprinted in my memory.
Rebirth is beautiful in concept and imagination but I don't wish to be reborn today,
I pray so hopefully that today is the day I can finally learn to change.

Body heat against a blanket,
Covering me in hope and sadness,
I love you dearly and more than before,
But you're not here at all.

Why do you rush
Through my soul
Like a bullet
Waving in
But not
Out

Everywhere I visit,
those numbers follow.
I gaze upon my imaginary fortune,
Falling gracefully within the hollow.