I walk down
the hallway
s
l
o
w
l
y
I start to scan the hallway for your face
but i don't seem to see yours
as time
p
a
s
s
e
s
I start to see your face everywhere
but then I snap back to reality.
because it's not possible
because you are
d
e
a
d

I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS
it sort of
spills from my tongue,
and makes up my lips.
because everything feels right when we're laying down in bed like this.
I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS
it sort of
shakes in my bones,
and folds over and over inside my head.
because we're both in wedding dresses and i fall in love all over again.
I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS
it sort of
smooths over my skin,
and makes an extra layer of love to drown in.
because this is my life and a girl makes it worth living in.
I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS I LIKE GIRLS

scared
that is what i am.
you threaten
all day and all night
you make me fear love
you make me fear people just like you
then you lie to me through your teeth
claiming that you love me
and that you care
but you say the words i wanna hear
to make me forget
to make me believe you wont do
the awful things you say
you want me to keep you close
so you can hurt me the most
but why do i stay
why do i chose to get hurt
because you were suppose to love me most
a father is supposed to care about his little girl
not scare her into suicide
so this will be the last
last time we speak
last time you say those things

i do not have the confidence.
i do not have the popularity.
i do not have the gorgeous face.
i have sad thoughts.
suicidal thoughts.
mental breakdowns at 2 AM.
the struggle to sleep.
but , what i have that nobody can compare to ,
is my love.
i will love you like i've never loved before.
you will not find a love like mine.
but you can always find a pretty face like hers .