You crashed in like a wave out of the blue and swept me completely, Submerged in your loveliness I shyly outgrew my fear of sinking. Spellbound by confetti of aquamarine, I don’t know what to do. Hero in the making, You.. Unwittingly waltz me into spindrift.
I’ve had no time to write any words down but the stars cry and squirm beyond noxious smoke as thick as a quilt. As we run out of space I need you to know Out of all the flowers I grew You were my favourite.
I would have moved mountains. I would have drowned my light in your motionless fountains. Burned alive your imposters. And sacrificed angels for your dark twisted monsters.
But you made me believe that the monster was me. So I had to let go, just to let the Beast free..
How do you see right through me, clear glass - tell me where do I hide all these feelings, the sparks? Tell me how to stop this fire turning me to ash, because every time you come closer I crumble to dust.
I found myself alone and astray in drunk Chardonnay bliss, after the games and the chase and a complete strangers’ kiss, hating myself for loudly admitting.. ..that it’s you I incessantly miss.