I was born on stolen land
Blinking stars at American fingers
Adorned with Native turquoise
On my knees for men
Drilling oil through slender bodies
Holding ***** money in their teeth
From a **** charge they got dropped
Find me in the pews with my mother
Hands in my lap and my gaze cold
Just a **** with Christian blood
Coursing through my soul
Ripping at my heart
Either shoot me in my country
Good ol’ USA
Or put me away for my sins

While I watch you slip away,
My reflection peeks from behind
I see me in that look
Your puffy eyes,
Your flushed face
Are you ever going to talk to me?
You’re too young to shed that blood
Too young to lose that spark
Still so young that your voice cracks,
Still so young that your hair’s blonde
While I watch life break you,
My heart is wrapped in flames
By blood I want to heal you
My blood, by our shared name

You are still my guiltiest moment
I’d like to smoke you to death
Let those sparks fly
Watch that heart writhe

Hit me where it hurts, babe
You know it better than most
Unhinge that jaw wide
Just let me ask why

I know I still have so much to learn
But your love is so fatal
I found you at night
Quit making me feel so alive

I’m still dreaming of you,
Your pretty face and your doe eyes.
Adorned with lace and bows,
My angel,
Still spread out for me.

I’m still pacing on cold floors,
Looking for your gaze.
In everything I do,
I wait for your reaction,
My angel,
Still making a fool of me.

My angel,
Yet your horns are still visible
From here.
My angel,
Yet I can’t look in your eyes
Any longer, fallen angel.

Your hand in mine all prom night, your
Fragile face and light eyes, your
Heart is such an ocean, in which
I drown every time.

Albeit I’m in love, your
Conscience weights too heavy on me, your
Smile twists the knife, in which
I’m still stupid to fall for.

My life and yours no longer fall into place, your
Future moves on without mine, you’re
Bound to find someone new, better,
Someone new, better than I ever was.

I have a shotgun in the passenger seat
Right where you used to be
Your memory is just a warm bullet
I still hold it close to me

I have a rifle in the backseat
That’s where we used to love
You can treat me like the devil
But I’ve only ever touched you like an angel does

That gunfire straight to my heart
Almost felt like a kiss
It almost felt like a kiss

I woke up in a tidy bed, with an ache soothed,
With a light body,
With my head on right.

I walked outside with a smile and my hair done,
With pretty makeup,
With myself again.

When all I needed was a love, and an understanding,
How could you make me spend every night
Just waiting to leave?
When my heart was in something, and my eyes were beaming
How could you never understand? How?

I’m going to sleep with a clear mind, with a heart beating,
With no thoughts of you,
While I cloud your conscience,
And haunt your narrative.