i used to be so happy
when you were here
but that has changed
cause now you aren‘t near

tears on my cheek,
pain in my heart

why did you break my heart?
you told me you wouldn’t
why did i cry about you?
you told me i shouldn‘t

i could **** myself tonight
but the sun would still rise tomorrow
nothing is alright
there wouldn‘t be sorrow

because nobody cares
nobody gives a ****
and there wouldn‘t be tears
i feel like i‘m stuck

stuck between life and death
i don’t want to waste
another useless breath
somebody like me is quickly replaced

and i‘m sorry
sorry for being disappointing
please don’t worry
i‘m just not good at enjoying

because enjoying life isn’t easy you know
when everything is ****** up
it is going way too slow
can’t it just speed up

i just want you back,
i miss you so much
and i miss how you kissed my neck
and i miss your touch.

now tears are streaming down my face,
the pain is unbearable
and i know you wanted space,
but without you everything is terrible.

i just want these feelings to stop.
i remember you walking down the street,
wearing your favorite tank-top.
i remember your heartbeat.

how it beat so fast around me
like i was your number one
but now you don’t surround me
and we‘re done.

but the truth is nobody really cares
i could die today
nobody would shed tears
sadness goes on from day-to-day

the world is a scam
everything is so fake
nobody gives a ****
i just want a break