She's lost in her own world ,
Ever since he left unexpectedly ,
She needed help ,
But that help that she needed is something that is never going happen ,
It wasn't a ordinary help wanting everyone to be there for her ,
It was from him and only him ,
By coming back and tell her ,
' Everything is going to be fine , I'll be here for you no matter what '
It was something that is never going to happen ,
But day by day she's still hopelessly hoping that someday ,
He will come back and fix everything .

~ W.X ~

if souls exist
if the universe was anything other than perfectly chaotic
I'd say we were meant to meet
but happenstance is just entropy at work
and I can't say I'm lucky because I don't believe in luck
and there's no god to be grateful to

but I am
infinitely
happy
that I met you

No ordinary being.
The light in the darkness.
You.
Her silent tears at the thought of you leaving.
Heart stops beating.
To her.
Her everything.
So many feelings
But..
You don't see them.
Loving you more than herself.
To her.
Her poison and her remedy.
Her smiles and her tears
To her..
Loving you...
Her greatest fear.
You leaving.

When we go to the zoo
all I can think about is you.

I still think of you some times,
why these wounds have yet to dry
What else could closure be
besides an endless loop of agony
because that's all we've proven to be
passionate toxic ecstacy
that will leave us shrivelled and worn
like a ****** on the side of the road
What a sad sight, they would say
watching us writhe in pain
and when we awoke from
whatever nightmare we acquired
we would try to explain
just how this couldn't stay the same
We would exclaim
that this is the last day
I loved you dearly
And I can only hope my emotions
are not misplaced
and I hope that one day
I will see you again.