You didnt want me for what was under my clothes. You wanted me for my personality amd for who i was. I am me and you accepted that. You gave me respect and love. You my one and my only the guy you treats me right.


a.m.

Maybe I'm scared of thunder because I'm too used to my shine being screamed at

Every now and again
I wonder
Why a part of me Still cares

When every hit and every
Burn
Leaves me numb beyond compare

You've  never loved me
You never will
And yet I'm longing for you still

It doesn't make sense
These thoughts in my head
I just wish they'd go away

I don't want to care
I don't want to feel
Feel as if maybe my dreams
Could be real

I don't want to hope
I don't want to pretend
That maybe this love isn't
In my head

You're so distant
You make me feel
So distant
And I can't stand it

I wish you would just leave
And never hurt me again
Deep down I wish you could be
Something like a friend

Love why does it have to be so weird..
Why does it come when you barely know the person?
How do you know if you really love that person?

Love is what you make it it can be harsh it can be amazing.
It comes when you like the person's personality and the way they act and looks at you.
You feel like you can trust him/her with everything you are you show them the way you look at your worst and they still stay and love you no matter what.

Its her
and its a:
*******
its a:
Lost Breath
its a:
Weak Knee
its a:
Barely Stifled Smile
its her
and its just started
luv ya x

Why can't I?
It should be easy, simple, really.
So why isn't it?
It's me.
My faults, my ideas, my muses, my inspirations that keep me awake at night when I should be sleeping.
It's him, reverbrating through my brain until I can't breathe with anticipation. Why can't I focus?
If only these feelings would back down...
But then, I wouldn't be human.
Am I?