Kerdell

Kerdell May 2015

People never listen to your noise, But could always hear your silence!

#short #bold #humans #irony

Kerdell Mar 2015

Lust

Lust or lost in the idea of wanting something I don't need... I can't breathe without it...I greed.. I crave.... Hmmm... Lust.....I squeeze so hard ..dust..it turns.. I yearn to have it.... Want but don't need.... share never.. A hot cold sweat.. Maybe a fever. Lust.....it's changing me...Help

#short #lust #lost #confusion

Kerdell Feb 2015

Talking Mirrors

I SEE YOU! Hiding behind that beautiful excuse of a smile, craving attention and importance, voicelessy crying for help. I see, YOU! Running after shadows of love. Soul tired, hopes up, heart torn, mind...Lost... I see you. Powerless in your own world, chained to the comfort of being wanted and not needed, comfortable. Not happy... I see you. A thousand scars telling the story of a battle; yet to win... I saw you. Who am I? I am You.

Funny how i actually wrote this while looking in a mirror...hahaha

#purpose #selfworth

Kerdell Feb 2015

Lost?

All that I seek is somewhere
Somewhere is all that I seek

#life #lost #being #quest

Kerdell Feb 2015

Untitled

We are all guilty of trying to mirror the love we see
Not sharing the love we know
Could love still be called 'true'

Make your own sense of this

#love #confused #guilt #contrast

Kerdell Feb 2015

Lady Of The Night

There's someone in my bed,
the image is blurry, so i can't quite tell
i'm leaning over hoping to get a smell, Ooh!
the Moet and lavender is strong
The drums inside my head, so loud,
Where was i last night? Did i do wrong?
the draft creeping between my legs through my sheets
reached out my hands felt i had nothing on beneath.
Oh my! my manhood feels sore and my back burns like i fell in cactus's
the uncertainty of my situation was becoming more clear
but never before my bed was something i share.

feeling uneasy and strange
lying in bed with someone but can't remember their name
or who it is.
ciphering through my memories.
Ah! then it clicked, I remembered why they were still here
I sought my billfold, paid my dues
Then.
The someone disappeared.

#*** #short

Kerdell Feb 2015

Imperfect Perfection!

intoxicating my mind, are your lies, Tantalizing my thoughts like... honey on my taste buds. Pulling me apart bit by bit, but painlessly. Painlessly...numb was i, needing to be loved and cared for, thrown out in the cold, naked.... Naked and lost praying for us to work rather than a way... home?...To who? Dreaming more than i live just to blind myself of this, somewhat, ****** up thought of being without you. But I ******* hate you!! But i love you... Being trapped in a place with no walls, addicted to your poisonous love and enslaved by your promises...feeling so uncomfortable yet happy. Because you said 'you love us'.... Us? sounds like hell huh? but only to those who don't understand what it means to love a TRUE human and not true love. Not true love. If we walk away from our problems, we won't pass them, so i'll stay and we'll get stronger. Not for today or tomorrow... BUT FOREVER!!!

I'm an amateur writer so pardon me if it does not capture you! :/

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