Sometimes the pressure is just to much
I know I'm not alone in this but I think I'm gonna pop
You feel it too, I know, but you try not to let it show
I'm starving for an answer, I beg you for a truth
A response to know you're there for me
like I was there for you

Sometimes I picture happiness, it starts with your similing face
I try so hard to forget it, let go of all the dreams
I live in a reality, where you were meant for me
but no matter what I say, no matter what I do
I know deep down inside, I can't live my whole life for you

trapped in a corner, nowhere to run
the doors have been locked
the windows shut tight
surrounded by walls
they're all closing in

stuck in my corner, nowhere to turn
the escapes have been blocked
the help is long gone
squeezed into a box
there's no getting out

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Maybelline Beauty
She walked down the street
Down to the corner, where they were to meet

With eyes that held mysteries
Arms full of past histories
She was a sweet melody
A rhythm to his song

Maybelline Beauty
A smile so grand
A laugh so divine
He grabbed hold of her hand

Maybelline Beauty
Down to her core
A pretty persona,
She acted so pure

...And maybe she's born with it,
That Maybelline Beauty

you. lied.
with twists of confession
mixed a facade of protection
made it taste like honey
but no-- its not as sweet

its. bitter.
every hope and dream and life together
left alone, lost, to wither
a cold voice mocks me--
it haunts me

this is NOT my defeat
it may be my downfall
but its not my end
in short, you lied
but really, you were never my friend

I feel so wasted and so used
Just theoretically abused
Watching the light glimmer off everyday
Waiting for my life to change some way

And when will it all ever end?
You said now, forever, my friend
From the first moment on
Until our graves marked our deaths
We would be together
Always and forever

It had meant so much to me
Something that you would never know
And that's what hurts the most
Not just that you left me
Because we never really met
Only the images we became

Escape the silent screech on walls
in the darkness, hiding down halls
run while you can into the night
fore if you stay there's sure to be--
fright

Flee from the monsters under your bed
and from the ones locked inside your head
disappear now, before its too late
fore if you stay you might not like your--
fate

I am fearful of my future
so regretful of my past
and as far as the present goes,
I don't think it will last

Is it wrong that I feel like I'm breaking?
I seem fine, I act fine
--but am I subconsciously faking--
these feelings; my emotions
happiness: a dreamer in disguise
or sorrow laced with lies

8:02
It was the time that I thought of you
Your laugh, your smile
Its all so cliche

8:05
And now my mind is raging
I miss you, I need you
If just for a day

8:07
Now my soul is aching
My heart is screaming, its breaking
I'm falling apart in every way

Depression.
Love.
Death.

Depression loves death.
Love depresses death.
But death can never depress love.

I don't understand what you're trying to say
These letters don't form words
Into thoughts formed from fragments

I don't understand what you're trying to explain
Your ideas and suggestions make no sense to me
You may have a point, but I can't figure it out

I don't understand what you want me to know