I've been too busy writing my fantasies
that I forgot how to make you my own
in reality.

the words
that are
never meant
in my
lonely life

i've cried enough tears to
see my own
reflection in them
and then it was clear
i can't deny
i really miss him
to think that i was wrong
i guess you don't know what you got until it's gone
pain is just a consequence of love
i'm saying sorry for the sake of us
he was my everything until we were nothing
and it's taken me a lot to say
now that he's gone
my heart is missing something
so it's time i push my pride away
you are
you are my everything
i know you're not far but
i still can't handle all the distance
you're travelling with my heart
i hope this is a temporary feeling
because it's too much to bare
without you
and i know sorry isn't the cure
if i cross your mind
just know i'm yours
what we got is worth fighting for
you were my everything until we were nothing
now that you're gone
my heart is missing something
you are
you are my everything

The sun is shining
In my soul
Bringing forth
Joyous thoughts
Precious memories
In my lifetime
Which have
Made me whole
Out of these
The most joyous thought
Is for all of the
Times I finally
Have reached the
Realization
I never had control
I will now
Praise The Lord
Each and every day
This realization
Is here to stay!!
HALLELUJAH
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