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I am on top of the world oh so high
Living without a care or tear in my eye
I am a happy, carefree soul
Who wants nothing more than just to end it all
I stand here now atop of a stool
Noose tied around my neck, Ready to fall
The end is coming, I hold it in my hands
The thought of my death excites me beyond belief
I'm ready to throw away this horrendous life filled with nothing but grief
Here it comes, here I go
My body once filled with warmth has suddenly gone cold
I am now free from my prison
The taste of death bittersweet
My body now hangs from the branch with nothing but earth below my feet
I did it, I won, and I finally prevailed
Or perhaps I made a mistake and instead I had failed
It appears that I had made a decision much too hasty
For this blood in my mouth is no longer tasty
I regret death and now yearn for life
I mistakenly chose darkness when I really wished for light
Now I have nothing left to do but document my mistake
With hopes that it is read so no other soul suffers the same fate
So long world for we are no longer one
My old journey has end and a new one has begun
I promise to love you unconditionally and wholly, in sickness and in health, in poverty and in wealth and to inspire you to be a better person in a little way each day and always respect and listen to what you have to say.
I promise to stay at your side, for better or for worse, to never leave you because you are a blessing and not a curse. To support your dreams and thoughts, and to cry with and hold you during our roughest spots.
Today I take you to be my wife, for you I would gladly give up my life.
I take this ring as a reminder for our lasting commitment to one another. I take this ring as a symbol to stay loyal to each other.
I have only but a single life, and I now pledge it to you my one and only wife.
How glad am I tonight,
'Cause I thought this would be right,
Tonight I thought it was great,
Only to find out a little too late.

Get my razors from there and that,
And started one then many cut,
Fetch the pills from the cabinet,
Swallowed every pill that I can get.

Bleeding in my arms,
Bubbling through my gums,
Gathered it with all my hope,
I started to knot the rope.

Search around and run,
I stumbled through a gun,
Held it in my trembling hand,
And propped it in my head

Head in a noose,
Lips in a *****,
Bleeding arm held the gun at loose.

I jumped from the chair,
Pulled the trigger through my hair,
I saw you saying something though,
I think you mouth the words 'i love you so'

How sad I am tonight,
'Cause this is so not right,
Oh, how this would have been great,
But you said those words a little too late.
I'm okay, I'm alright
I'm fine, I'm great
no, please no lies anymore.

I'm hurt, I'm angry
I'm devastated, I'm lost
no, please don't give me that look.

I know I always seem happy,
I've always been cheerful and jolly.
but people rarely see what's hidden,
they do not know what is true and what I'm faking.

I just wish they can see, beyond fake smiles and stupid lies and the thin sheath of a mask that I call me.
"I'm tired,"* I said,
I tried to walk,
but I stumbled on my foot,
I stand and tried to run away,
"faster, faster," I command my legs;
but no, not an inch did I move.
once again I fell,
"Please," I begged, "it's coming after me."

I drift into sleep.
darkness: swallowing me.
I tried to fight the unconsciousness.
then,

I opened my eyes,
I see the light:
my escape,
my final destination.
I tried to focus,
but slowly, it is closing slowly.

half crawled, half walked,
I made it to the light.
I entered.
my eyes are blinded,
by the reflection of the light,
in so many shards of blade and glass.

I cried,
"At last,"
I just have to find it.
I closed my eyes,
I felt it.
sitting dead in the center.
waiting for me:
the answer.

I fingered it,
I am pricked.
the sight of blood made me jump,
I picked it up,
and utter the last of my words,
"Alas, my sweet the end!"

with all my strength I pushed it.
tears streaming;
blood dripping;
knees fell on the floor;
blade made it's way to the bone.

body and blade in contact,
both cold now and lifeless.
my body and my blade,
have already served their purpose.
iI always wonder
why at times when the world seems to be revolving at the wrong pace,
something bad happens.
it's as if
the wheels of the world turns so fast,
that even superheroes cannot keep up to the ever turning of our lives,
Everyday seems to be a constant battle of mortality.
Why people argue and fight for the sake of nothing.
it just don't fit,
it doesn't seem to have any importance to our world,
people need air to breathe,
water to drink,
food to eat,
love to feel,
but war?
battle?
quarrel?
fisticuffs?
really?
i don't understand society.
go figure,
people opt to **** themselves for the sake of nothing.
some go on lecturing about harms and danger of foreign entities,
but here's our own, harming and endangering lives.
and here goes nothing.
every time I look at you,
I pity myself.
for I envy you,
the beauty that you possess.
the looks that comes your way,
the way you carry yourself.
it comes naturally.
beautiful people like you,
makes me wanna cry,
for everything seems to be falling in place for you,
but not for me.
for I am not as perfect as you,
I am not as beautiful as you.
you seem to flow carelessly at the rivers of life
but I have to face every bumps and bruises,
because I am not you.
I can never be like you.
you are always perfect
and i am just borderline perfect.
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