I praise your soul
Within this scripture
And I use your name
As the sentiment of love
Pouring my heart
In every line
Wish you could feel
The beat of sincerity
In every words written

But your eyes refuse
To give a glance
Blinded by your doubt
You close your conscience
And avoiding trust
Your perfect sight
Still gazing
Upon the dark sky
Clouded by the darkness
You fail to see
The light from the moon

If only you knew
This piece isn't about fame
It's simply a tribute
The expression of emotion
Between me and you
But you buried it
With ignorance
And so this manuscript
Is meaningless
To be left here alone
Untouched

-Jess

I praise your soul
Within this scripture
And I use your name
As the sentiment of love
Pouring my heart
In every line
Wish you could feel
The beat of sincerity
In every words written

But your eyes refuse
To give a glance
Blinded by your doubt
You close your conscience
And avoiding trust
Your perfect sight
Still gazing
Upon the dark sky
Clouded by the darkness
You fail to see
The light from the moon

If only you knew
This piece isn't about fame
It's simply a tribute
The expression of emotion
Between me and you
But you buried it
With ignorance
And so this manuscript
Is meaningless
To be left here alone
Untouched

-Jess

Looking at you through the moon
Trying to crack
What's buried inside your mind
Only to find out
That your thought lives
Within me

You may not searching for me
Through the moon
But you never realized
You're looking at me
In everything you see

-Jess

Not a holy woman
Nor the devil I am
But still
Loving me
Has become your sin

Not a heaven’s man
Nor the demon you are
But still
Living with you
Has become my hell

Blood on my lips
Poison in your tongue
Still we kiss
Still we taste each other
Venom we are
But never a monster

Is this love
When our chemistry
Reacts disastrously
Or is it passion went wrong
When too many particles
Involved in our destiny

Toxic we are
But I guess
We’re addicted to misery
High with doubts …. Maybe
But still we drown
In the sea of love

-Jess

To be defeated
Swallowing the pain
Without spilling tears
I hide everything in my smile

To be easily pushed away
Falling on the ground
With bleeding wounds
I pretend to be strong

To be blamed
Choked with false guilt
Suffocating in a thick haze
I struggle to breathe

To tell lies
Burying sorrow inside
Broken trust with faded faith
I still try to believe

But
I will never break free
For my love is vengeance
And always has been

-Jess

Counting the days
Living without you
Agony I hide
Behind this face

Counting the nights
Sleeping without you
Bury my sorrow
Within the pillow

My heart screams
Every minute
For this pain is too much
My mind is heavy
Restless.....
Carrying our memories

But where to reach out
When you're gone
Where do I run
When there's no escape
Where's home
When you took away the shelter

Dying inside
I hold your name
Tight.... Never to let go
For it holds
What's left of my serenity

-Jess

Do you know what it’s like
To live with misery
Nightmares within reality
A constant fight
To stay awake so you won’t be killed
By insanity

Do you know what it’s like
To swallow **** from time to time
And not being able to puke
So it becomes your food
From day to day

My soul……
Has become the nest for wrath
My heart…..
Turned into the blackest pit of hatred
Tears has been dried
And I speak in silence
For this voice of mine
Has been sacred long after
My tongue stopped uttering a word

I’m not strong
Nor I’m weak
I’m barely hanging on
Helplessly here…..
Waiting to be invited
To rest…… for eternity

-Jess