My Feelings?
oh, don't
worry about them
no one
else ever does.

so kiss me where I lay down my hands pressed to your cheeks
a long way from the playground- tell me with your mind, body and spirit
I can make your tears fall down like the showers that are british,
whether we're together or apart, we can both remove the masks
and admit we regret it from the start, my hands, your hands, *******
like two ships, drifting, weightless, waves trying to break this,
I'd do anything to save it, you're the raise on the waves that calms
my mind, I don't care what people say when we're together
you know I want to be the one who holds you when you sleep,
nobody knows you, baby, the way I do, nobody loves you, baby, the way I do,
waking up beside you I'm a loaded gun, I can't contain this anymore,
I'm all yours I've got no control, no control, powerless, and I don't
care it's obvious, I can't contain this anymore, I'm all yours I've got
no control, no control, they don't know about the things we do,
they don't know about the I love you's, but I bet you if they only knew
they would just be jealous of us, so can we start it all over again?

Do you know that feeling...when you fall in love?
When you start falling and you know you'll never get up.
When you give your happiness to someone,because you care for him more than you care for yourself.
Because you love him,more than you love yourself.
Do you know that feeling...when you fall in love?
When the touch of someones hands takes you to another dimension.
When you see another world in someones eyes,a world you always dreamed of.
Do you know that person...that makes you fall in love?
The same person who erases all your fears,making you feel safer than ever.
The same person who is the reason you cope with everything.
The reason to get up,live,and fight.
Do you know that feeling...when your heart breaks?
When that same person becomes stranger.
When the love dissapears like it never excisted.
When you become one big nothing to him.
But he is one everything to you.
He is and he will always be.

A pile of letters,
all sealed with a kiss.
A boy in a bathroom,
slitting his wrists...
A girl in a closet,
a gun to her head...
A boy on a bridge,
one jump intill he's dead...
A girl in the bathtub,
holding her breath...
They all were happy children,
awaiting their death......