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 Sep 2015 Jayanta
Red
you made a mockery of the only thing I had

you took the essence of me and laughed at it

I didn't want to be this way
I try very hard to be strong

I think to myself how I am crazy
I didn't ask to be born with a messed up mind

I live on a roller coaster in my head
and sometimes it breaks and can't go back up

I am sorry I am this way

I don't know how to be okay again and I hurt so much my brain flirts with the concept of suicide

I could never hurt my family and friends in such a way
but my heart is terrified of my chemically imbalanced brain

I am trying my best

you are my suicide note
my last dying wish
and my last will
of hope
 Sep 2015 Jayanta
raine cooper
maybe
 Sep 2015 Jayanta
raine cooper
maybe yours would be hands that stay
or your eyes, stars that won't burn out
maybe your waves would keep reaching,
instead of relentlessly leaving the shore
but i have said goodbye to parts of myself
and i know they'll never come back
the parts that love
the pieces that trust
they lay here shattered and broken
and i can't let anything close
because i am made entirely of ruins
and i destroy all that i touch
©rainecooper
Waking to this,
the very good
morning kiss,
absolutely
smashing.
 Sep 2015 Jayanta
ThePoet
I've only been affected 
by anything other 
than affection

The only plan made
was to never have 
anything planned

I've only been 
perfect at living as 
an imperfection

The only thing I
understood was how 
much I didn't understand

©
 Sep 2015 Jayanta
niamh
Wait
 Sep 2015 Jayanta
niamh
I would wait
Through so many sunsets
And dawns
That time would lose meaning.
I would wait
Until my hair turned grey
And my bones grew tired.
I would wait
While others hurry
Losing sight of what's ahead.
I would wait
Through summer sun
And winter snows.
I would wait for you.
Always.
 Sep 2015 Jayanta
Dr Peter Lim
OLD MAN TIME, I’M YOUR MASTER

Old Man Time,  I’ve tamed you
I am your master
Now it’s me who decide
Whether you move slower or faster.

For too long I’ve given you full reign
To your behest I  servilely did surrender-
Gone, no more your tyranny
Enough courage I have managed to muster

And how glad I am
To be free from your fetter
You coerced , you pushed, you bullied
But I’m no machine—I know better

What I want from life and what I should do
Surely not to be your slave or follower
What does it matter to you
Whether I’m in the office or wander

In my garden or read my favourite poems
Play my violin or admire the wonder
Of the dawn,  the glory of sunset and its last glow
Why should you bother?

You should by now have realized
You owe your existence to man’s quest for order
You have a life only because we are kind
You are but a metaphor!

So leave me alone, you wearisome old man
Don’t you dare again look me  over the shoulder
The world is what I make of it—I am my own mentor
As for you, I’d recommend you go into a long, long slumber!

FOOTNOTE:  poetry is often a leap of the imagination and, with this, poets can write anything or fly to any place in the entire universe-
ergo--no poet can ever have dull moments.  
Sanctified by his love for truth, beauty and adventure and also his need for release of his thoughts, feelings and emotions, he becomes larger than what he is and his life is infinitely enriched.
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