I'm so close to the edge dear
Because no one needs me here
The blade will miss my skin
And I'll feel better from within

If you ask me why
I'm not going to say it's because of depression
or because I hurt
I'm going to tell you the truth
It's because when I do it I feel alive
like I can do anything
It's gives that rush of adrenaline
to push me forward
When the blade hits skin
And scarlet red seeps from my fresh wound
For a second
I feel happy

I dare you to call this beautiful.
I ******* dare you to call me strong.