I want to drink away the memory of you but the alcohol running down my throat doesn't burn nearly as much as the pain of my heartache the day I decided to walk away
Today is the day I'll go down in the calendar, It's the day of my surrender. The day I wave my little white flag, the day I give my life back, the day I kneel down to the enemy asking them to put an end to me. I surrender, I surrender.
I lost you And I'll regret it always But sometimes when I catch myself thinking of you I say that if these hands were to ever reach for you again I'd cut them off I'm done performing autopsies on conversations from a lifetime ago I didn't bury you in the past I expelled you You don't hide in some corner No I polished my heart with all the good You lost me And I'll regret it always