I took it too seriously
you didn't
I gave you my time
you couldn't
I said those three words and meant it
you didn't
I gave you my heart
you couldn't

Silly of me believing in your words
Falling for your actions
Hoping for our future
When all you did was make me cave in and melt
But without planning on staying as my rock

I feel so stupid saying I love you
And even more for feeling so
If you only know how much I do
If you only know how much it hurts to love unrequitedly

Give me back my kisses
I take back my words
Return my hugs
And let me forget about you

You want to rot your guts?
drink cyanide,
guaranteed
they say,to decay
your inside bits
give you the *****
and poison all relationships.

I drink white *** and if
that Kingdom should ever come
I'll be ****** anyway,
another decay.

As the angels sing,I
look in the book,
can't read a thing,
Aramaic
archaic
it's all Greek to me.

Hush!
the librarian lied as I
fly and I swallow
more cyanide.

You taste like burned chocolate because sweet things fade first

Picking apart the pieces of my broken dreams
Unsure if everything is really what it seems
Afraid my life will always be this way
Letting go of hurt is so much harder than you say

I never wanted you to see the darkness that lives inside of me
I wish my mind would rest a night and for once just let me be
It twists inside and burrows deep. It's growing stronger. It doesn't sleep.
It growls a warning and bares its teeth
And then it lashes out at me

It's hard to breathe, I'm suffocating now
I'm trapped inside. I can't find a way out
Eyes filled with tears, heart filled with doubt
I accept my fate as my hope bleeds out

Barley conscious laying broken on the floor
I hear a noise in the distance
I fear it's coming back for more.
I close my eyes and brace myself, too weak to handle anymore.

I expect to feel pain, but to my surprise, your warm embrace signals that we've won the war
I open my eyes to see you staring back at me.
You tell me everything's alright and remind me to breathe.
Your kisses heal my heart and taste of sweet relief.
My knight of light has slayed the darkness that once lived inside of me.

my hoodie screams your name and my mittens radiating heat feel like the side of your neck and i want my hat back from the trunk of your car because as it turned out i needed it and i need you
i need you

those f-words and s-words are like little space ships,
transversing into restricted territories,
portals into the un-explored world of adolescence,
a rite of passage from childhood to teenhood,
a small crack of the innocence.

She was beautiful in the destroying an entire city but illuminating the entire sky kind of way.