I remember that night,
we were laying on our backs,
next to each other
on my flowery bed.
I could barely feel my heart,
for it was racing so fast,
yet its beatings was still drowned,
by the quiver of yours.
I could feel the moon shining,
bathing us in its glow,
for it was the only light,
that filled the whole room.
Your fingers stroked my hair,
moving delicately through each strain,
until you brought your nose
closer to mine.
So I shut my mind,
and tried not to smile
as I closed my eyes,
And jumped into your lust.
And I remember that night,
we were sitting face to face,
trying to talk about
how things fall apart.
I could feel my lips trembling,
and my eyes burning,
when no one set them on fire,
except for my tears.
I could feel the scent of your lust,
unwrapping itself,
against my body,
now that you found love.
So I shut my mind,
and tried not to cry
as I closed my eyes,
And ran.
Jakarta, December 2012