Its been 2 years and a month when you left
I think i've move on. I miss you but whenever i remember what you did to me i wanna hate you! But your still hunting me with your smile and thats ***** you idiot!.
Now your going back with your love one...
I will smile with gratitude, when deep in side i was crying and trying to fix what you've broke. Your the reason why i was like this! Your the reason why i dont trust any guy! Im scared! Im scared to be rejected again! I wish i didnt meet you after all.

Im begining to hurt again.
I thought everything was fine..
I thought i could make my self happy
Yesterday is my natal day
It was so much ordinary
I celebrate it all by my self
Until the last minute of that day
I was all alone eating my cake and
Reapeting the "happy birthday" song
Reapeting the blowing of candle..
It was so sad that few of them remember it.
But its okay.. im getting use of it
I was fine
ohw! Im not after all..

I have a story to told,
a story of how i end up hurting.
How is my birthday really come up?
Its not good i know, starting with the person involves..
And that was me...

Its start with my veins
And end up to my heart.
Someone might get lost,
Someone might get mad.

It took so much time to realize that
i was getting old..
My time fly's..
I'm getting hurt eventually..

That's not really a story
I don't know what was really the Story..
I'm getting crazy and its midnight,
Stupid me!!! I never really care for others .

Or...
They do not care for me.
i just really don't notice yet..

I kinda miss you,
Are you really happy?
I miss your smell..
Are you really happy?
The way you call me with that special name, i miss everything about you.

Do you still see me as your friend?
Do you ever wish that you could still hug me?
Do you still imagine our laught?
Do you ever miss me?

I know im a fool,
But i know what im doing.
I let you fall but i didnt catch you.
I dont wanna hurt you, so i stop the game
The real thing is... im afraid. Afraid to follow what i want.
I know how it hurts, i could feel it too...
I dont wanna make my feelings grow deeper coz i know that it would not gonna work. Cant you see?? Were not in the same world. Its imposible to love some one whos far away from you..
It's okay to hate me, i deserve it..
Im ruthless.
This is for your own good..
I do believe in destiny. If were in the right path at the right place and at the right time we will see each other soon. Lets continue the journy without hesitation.. see you :)

I’m thankful that your my friend
You seems so happy when your with me
In my simple jokes, I could make you laugh
But every time I see you
having a connection with her
I get mad, so tell me now  I’m that selfish?
I don’t want you near to her
I want you to be my best friend
I want you to stay away from her
She leave you, and I’m still here.
And finally in that Christmas eve
You told me I’m your Best Friend
Tears started to fall
I’m so happy that you finally notice my worth
But in the other half of my mind
I’m not happy, because thoughts starting to enter
What if your former friend did not really leave you
Would you ever notice me?
Would you still call me your Best Friend?
I guess it really happen in a mysterious way
God choose me to be with you
God choose you be my friend
I want you to be my Best Friend
But I guess not now, not now.
You and me, its a gift
A gift of friend.

You could call it as hopeless
But look around, you could see
Brightness in behaft of mildness

You are beautiful as a stars at night
Your wonderful like the full moon you see
Even i could tell your deserving to be glory

Now tell me if there's still
Demon around you
Im here to be your Guardian Angel
I'll be your shield until my last breath.