As I walked these halls filled with so much memory,
I reminisce the glory of the days gone by,
I sit by a pavement where our hearts once lingered,
And I looked to the stars where our hopes were kindled

The sun was scorching its heat that summer day,
You came like a blowing winter on a hot day,
Then I found myself seating next to a stranger,
You felt so different, someone I’ve never seen

You didn’t say a word yet I felt so uplifted,
You knew me before I uttered a single word,
You heard what was lurking in my heart all these times,
You told me, I was in dire need of salvation

It was our untimely meeting I ever pondered,
In my dreams, there an angel stood by my side,
The sunlight shone her beautiful eyes,
An ecclesiastical angel, who was sent by heaven prevailed.

Time has become our prime our greatest companion,
It has witnessed all the stories the stories our lives have written,
As each day that passed by, I spent to know who you are,
And for some inexplicable reason, you knew me

I grew to love an angel whom I thought I could never own,
It was the blazing eloquence you have shared with me,
You spoke of the words of heaven, which I deared most,
What you uttered silenced the demon in me

What I loved the most was how you basked in sunshine,
The sunlight glared through your eyes and I saw love,
In your arms, I felt the security you gave,
As if you embraced all my flaws and imperfections

As the feast of starlight brought enormous joy,
Everyone danced along to its melody,
We sat right next to each other, hands fit perfectly
Your lips pressed upon mine beneath the moonless sky

You shed your angelic wings and became a mortal;
You chose to stay with me here in my world
For years that has been our setting,
It paved way for us to prosper

But there came a day when you received a calling,
By your will, you chose to take up your seat and to regain your wings
You bid me goodbye with a kiss under the stars
And told me that you would be one of them

You now walk in starlight in another world,
In a world so vast and beyond what mankind could fathom
You left me a feather of your wings, to serve as a reminder
That once in our lives the impossible comes to life.

It has been more than a year,
When all you hold dear,
Started to turn to fears
And brought you tears

Since that very moment, you turned sad,
You felt so bad,
You turned mad,
Never were you again, glad.

Your eyes, they were veil,
Your mind no longer set sail,
Your love was no longer a tale,
You always though you would fail

Until this very moment, that is how you feel,
You didn't heal.

He caused your pain,
You gave him disdain,
Your heart was slain,
Your emotions, feign

When you crossed paths once more,
Happiness sparked in your eyes,
It momentarily eased the pain of the lies,
It had given life to your lore

Even how hard you denied,
Or how hard you tried,
Even when you say that your heart was left out dry,
The fact that you still loved him and it was only you who knew, why.

Paint another picture black or white,
Write another poem, one or two.
Am I to say goodbye to you?
Goodbye to the girl

Just another feeling of being dumped,
Am I just a trash?
Or a junk?


It's either black or white,
Love me or not.
It can't be grey,
You cant' say, you don't know.

If it is black,
You say you do.
If it is white,
Then you don't.

Leave none behind,
Give it all,
To a yes or no

She stands in awe in her dress,
She wears it with finesse.
Her lips that I am yet to press;
I couldn't wish for any progress

Every night, when darkness falls,
I settle on a soft mattress,
I savor the warmth of my blanket
And I fall asleep

I am not always in paradise,
But I am at one with my mind;
I am at one with my heart;
I am at one with my soul

I travel to a different dimension,
I walk upon another world,
A world which my mind created,
A dimension where my soul rested

In my sleep, I only not rest my body
But also all in it.
Physically and Spiritually,
But not my mind

My mind, it always run
From here and there
Until I get everywhere,
Until I get to my destination

Yet in dreams can men be truly free
There I found solitude
For in that dream, I---
I am free

I bask in the sunshine at night time,
Dreams are the measure
Of our deepest collection of thoughts
It is what our hearts long sought

I stumble in a yellow wood,
Where two roads diverged
And the is a pavement
Of the road less traveled by

I look upon the veil stars
Where I realize that
It is not their fault
But the fault in ourselves

There I found myself with someone else
Six feet under billions of stars
Hands perfectly pressing upon
And backs set right next to each other

For more than a year,
I am having the same dream,
But when I wake up,
I suddenly loose all that I envision

This always happen,
Love, I long pursued.
She's been running through my dreams

Dreams depict what we really desire,
My dreams, it may sound odd
But I have to wake up to them
And make them come to life

I'm only a man
Who ever loved you
I'm only a man
Who hope that someday you'll love me too

I'm only a man
Who searched for the one
I'm only a man
Who stood below everyone

I'm only a man
Who's willing to die for you
But I don't know why
I'm only a man
Who's been waiting for you
To be a great part of my life

I'm only a man
Who always looked for myself
I'm only a man
Who found myself in you

A reason for life, an inspiration that won't lead me to my undoing. It has always been the very core of my existence. It is written in my blood. The life giver to a melancholic soul. One that the stars have bestowed upon me. One that I will die for. It is the heartbeat of life. It has developed me from existence to experience. Even if the world stops turning and the Sun stops burning, right here with me until the end of time, it will stay. It is the sweetest yet the saddest song I have ever heard. It is what they call love which I have found in you.

Nothing hurts better than unrequited love;
When you lie awake beneath the wailing skies,
Then beneath the veil stars.
When you could do nothing
But to stare into the void
And feel the emptiness that you have to bear with.

Nothing hurts better that not to be loved by her;
When you stand in the dark,
Then you see her dancing with another man.
When you could do nothing
But to wish that you were him
And hope for a better feeling.

Nothing hurts better than love,
When it gives you an exquisite pain,
Then it almost consumes you.
When you could do nothing,
But to succumb to the pain
And scream all the sadness that you carry.

Nothing hurts better than her;
She gave you all this malady and melancholy
Then left you all alone.
When you could do nothing,
But to reminisce what you were long ago
And hallucinate that she stood by your side.

When it's over

We say goodbye

To lose the feelings

We had before



All the pictures

Are memories

Of what was us

A long time ago



We go on now

To start new lives

And be happy

For each other



This is the last poem

I'll write for you

This is my last chance

To make it true



But you don't even

Have something to say

Well I told you

This days before



I'm trying to

Stop loving you

Even though it hurts

It's for our sake



This is the last time

I'll tell you this

These are my last words

To say how much, I love you

This great battle, I fight for you
Will decide the fate I am bound to
And the hope I once hold on to
Now lies on a single thread

Whether I win or lose this war
Whether I live or die fighting
Whether I succeed or fail you
I am proud to do this for you

I am ready to die for you
I am willing to sacrifice
Anything, just for you my love
For you and you alone will make who am I

Every single day I devote
Every single second that does count
I am honoured to fight for you
Because in this great battle, I can show you my love for you

In my highs and hues,
In my search of who’s and whose,
As I felt the grasp of an end
By the pens which tend
To pour all inspiration
Into a composition

As I linger and watch
The bright summer’s hatch
It so happened, I came across a person
It  just so happened, that I felt so strange
As if I have never lived,
‘Til that very day

As she walked with grace,
She turned this soulless place
Into a dream
With such a scheme
As she waved her hands of glory,
She made a fantasy,
As if it was not real
As if I were to enter a deal

I suddenly pondered how one single meeting,
Can change my life’s setting
She caught my attention
She astounded my vision
I felt like I knew her
In another time —time before us
Could she be my soul mate?
Well, I just couldn't ask her on a date
I didn't personally know her
I just know that we are to meet once more

Then I knew, I have to know
The girl who always said “No.”
But then I knew that girl,
Way like the back of my hand
I wished to have a little infinity
With her
For we brought by serendipity

Yet in the deepest wretch,
We lurked
Yet the deepest emotion,
We felt

Yet it was in the stars,
Which took fault
Yet in the stars,
We blamed,
But perhaps Shakespeare was
Undeniably right
That the fault in our stars was not of might
For it was our fault
By which we blame the stars
Yet in the stars,
We chose to adhere
And revere
Yet in the stars,
We felt pain
Which insisted to be felt
But in the stars,
We had a little infinity,
We were star crossed lovers
Yet in the veil stars,
We fathomed
Something we thought we never would
Yet in the stars,
We kindled our love, hope, aspirations and desires
Yet it was the stars
Which witnessed
Yet beneath the stars
We fell in love
Yet in the stars,
Oblivion didn't matter
Yet in the stars,
Daunt didn't enclose our hearts
Yet in the stars,
We felt —grand.