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Gabriel Dorian Nov 2013
I am just a mere poet
A ****** poet indeed
I only write a bittersweet topic
And I just turn out to be nostalgic

I am a ****** poet
It is evident in my works
I can't even write a poem
That can be compared to the claret

I'm just a simple man
Who expresses his thoughts
Though my writings are ******
And aren't bound to push through

I am one ****** poet
I am one such disappointment
For my poems are not to be met
And are destined to be deprived of acknowledgement
I feel so sad today :(
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
Today is not the same
For you’re not here
I feel so lame
And there is a longing which I hear

You are a part of me
And now you’re gone
I feel that my life is done
And our distance is a great sea

You’re just absent
But I feel that my life is spent
A day without you,
Is what I can’t last
I don’t know what to do

And no one is annoying me
Though I really miss it
For no one’s sittting on the corner chair
I feel that I’m lost in a great fair

You’re the only one,
The greatest reason I wake up
And attend class merrily
Now, I do not know, what will I do?
I’m feeling sadness and pain for you’re far away

With you not in class
With you not on the corner chair
With you not here
With you gone
With you absent
I am not complete

I hope that we see each other the next day
I hope when you see me, you’ll feel better
I hope I can glance at you beauty the next day
I hope that I can feel your presence tomorrow
I hope that when we reunite
I may hug you and say
That I love you!
Ugh. I can't last a day w/o her TTwTT. I miss her sooo much
Gabriel Dorian Jun 2014
A dance to remember,
In a song of forever.
A dance to remember,
Of the steps of forever.

Remember that day, filled with sways?
Those turns, those movements,
The touch of your hands.
The stares, those heart to heart feelings.

A Thousand Years was the background music
I loved you for a thousand years., were the most wonderful lyrics.
Sang by Christina Perri and
Was danced by us.

When we dance, I am happiest
When we dance, I am also saddest.
Happiest, for every time we dance our love,
Gets deeper and deeper.
Saddest, for our last dance,
Was when you turned back and ended our love.

A dance to remember,
Those dances, those sweet dances,
Carried so much emotions, the deepest emotions.
A dance to remember,
The last time we danced,
You left me in pieces -- left me with no love

A dance to remember,
A sound to forever,
A dance to remember,
An end of forever.
Gabriel Dorian Jan 2015
All I want is to hold you close,
To press your lips,
To embrace you with warmth,
To spend time with you,
And to runaway with you.
All I want is to be loved by you,
To be missed by you,
And to be guided by you.

But I won't happen.
You see me only a a friend,
Nothing more than that.
So all I want are just wishes,
Nothing more but
It's terribly hard. Once you love your friend, there's no more going back to what you were.
Gabriel Dorian Apr 2015
As I walked these halls filled with so much memory,
I reminisce the glory of the days gone by,
I sit by a pavement where our hearts once lingered,
And I looked to the stars where our hopes were kindled

The sun was scorching its heat that summer day,
You came like a blowing winter on a hot day,
Then I found myself seating next to a stranger,
You felt so different, someone I’ve never seen

You didn’t say a word yet I felt so uplifted,
You knew me before I uttered a single word,
You heard what was lurking in my heart all these times,
You told me, I was in dire need of salvation

It was our untimely meeting I ever pondered,
In my dreams, there an angel stood by my side,
The sunlight shone her beautiful eyes,
An ecclesiastical angel, who was sent by heaven prevailed.

Time has become our prime our greatest companion,
It has witnessed all the stories the stories our lives have written,
As each day that passed by, I spent to know who you are,
And for some inexplicable reason, you knew me

I grew to love an angel whom I thought I could never own,
It was the blazing eloquence you have shared with me,
You spoke of the words of heaven, which I deared most,
What you uttered silenced the demon in me

What I loved the most was how you basked in sunshine,
The sunlight glared through your eyes and I saw love,
In your arms, I felt the security you gave,
As if you embraced all my flaws and imperfections

As the feast of starlight brought enormous joy,
Everyone danced along to its melody,
We sat right next to each other, hands fit perfectly
Your lips pressed upon mine beneath the moonless sky

You shed your angelic wings and became a mortal;
You chose to stay with me here in my world
For years that has been our setting,
It paved way for us to prosper

But there came a day when you received a calling,
By your will, you chose to take up your seat and to regain your wings
You bid me goodbye with a kiss under the stars
And told me that you would be one of them

You now walk in starlight in another world,
In a world so vast and beyond what mankind could fathom
You left me a feather of your wings, to serve as a reminder
That once in our lives the impossible comes to life.
Thank you for all your memories and goodbye.
Gabriel Dorian Oct 2014
Poetry is the heartbeat of life;
Each poem develops us from existence to experience.
It is the answer to all forms of strife,
For every single word written
Delivers an unspoken truth by the giver.
It acts as if it is the logic behind literature
A fire driven by the desire of every creature.
To make up the pavement on the road less traveled by,
To not just gather roses but make use of them,
To realize that the fault is not in the stars, but in us,
To not be resigned in living a life of quiet desperation.

Robert Frost, Robert Herrick, William Shakespeare and Henry David Thoreau,
They are noble men.
They are poets.
They have understood that poetry sustains life.

Poetry is a noble pursuit.
It is needed to sustain life
Thus it develops us to a greater form of humans
We are slaves to its will
For we merely not write poetry;
For it is poetry which writes us.

An Ode To Poets,
To honour them for their noble deeds.
An Ode To Poets,
To live by their noble deeds.
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2013
Am I asleep, am I awake?
When I saw you, I felt something so special
And all those daydreams where I pictured you
I've never felt like this before
Cause lately I've been dreaming about you a lot

Truly, Madly, Deeply I am falling for you
I'm not sure about what makes you so beautiful
But I know it's gotta be you
For you got that one thing within you

I wish we could stay up all night
So we can dance the best song ever
For me everything you do is magic
How I wish you were my last first kiss

Every time I see you my tongue gets tied
Cause you are so irresistible
I know that we've only met
But can we pretend it's love?
I wish you could be my summer love
Cause nobody compares to you
In the way you stole my heart

I may not be tall as Harry Styles
I may no possess Louis Tomlinson's angelic voice
I may never be as cool as Liam Payne
Or as cute as Niall Horan
I may not even wear my fedora as Zayn Malik does
I know that I am no part of One Direction and I never will be
But one thing's for sure, you are my one direction
This poem is for 1D Gals, hope you would like it. Titles, names, lyrics are properties of One Direction.
Gabriel Dorian Jun 2014
A soldier in you,
A great man inside,
A noble man, who people could look up to.
A man that no one could abide

A soldier in you,
A great man of honor.
A man that no one could devour

A man of his words,
A man who would always stand for his principles.
A man who answers to his lord.
A man who fears neither death nor pain.
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2014
It has been more than a year,
When all you hold dear,
Started to turn to fears
And brought you tears

Since that very moment, you turned sad,
You felt so bad,
You turned mad,
Never were you again, glad.

Your eyes, they were veil,
Your mind no longer set sail,
Your love was no longer a tale,
You always though you would fail

Until this very moment, that is how you feel,
You didn't heal.

He caused your pain,
You gave him disdain,
Your heart was slain,
Your emotions, feign

When you crossed paths once more,
Happiness sparked in your eyes,
It momentarily eased the pain of the lies,
It had given life to your lore

Even how hard you denied,
Or how hard you tried,
Even when you say that your heart was left out dry,
The fact that you still loved him and it was only you who knew, why.
This is for someone I hold dear who faced a storm in her life.
Gabriel Dorian Jun 2014
Paint another picture black or white,
Write another poem, one or two.
Am I to say goodbye to you?
Goodbye to the girl

Just another feeling of being dumped,
Am I just a trash?
Or a junk?


It's either black or white,
Love me or not.
It can't be grey,
You cant' say, you don't know.

If it is black,
You say you do.
If it is white,
Then you don't.

Leave none behind,
Give it all,
To a yes or no
Gabriel Dorian Oct 2014
Carpe Diem it means seize the day. Today, I'm asking her on a date. This may sound odd, who knows if I will still live tomorrow so I'm doing it today. If I won't find my own voice, no else will do it for me.
Gabriel Dorian Oct 2014
All my life I was looking for a constellation,a group of stars. Then I realized that I had been so wrong all my life. All I needed was as single star. All I needed was you
Cry
Gabriel Dorian Sep 2014
Cry
I cry relentlessly,
I cry for her,
I always do.

I cry relentlessly,
I cry for her,
But she doesn't care.
Gabriel Dorian Jan 2015
She stands in awe in her dress,
She wears it with finesse.
Her lips that I am yet to press;
I couldn't wish for any progress
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2014
Every night, when darkness falls,
I settle on a soft mattress,
I savor the warmth of my blanket
And I fall asleep

I am not always in paradise,
But I am at one with my mind;
I am at one with my heart;
I am at one with my soul

I travel to a different dimension,
I walk upon another world,
A world which my mind created,
A dimension where my soul rested

In my sleep, I only not rest my body
But also all in it.
Physically and Spiritually,
But not my mind

My mind, it always run
From here and there
Until I get everywhere,
Until I get to my destination

Yet in dreams can men be truly free
There I found solitude
For in that dream, I---
I am free

I bask in the sunshine at night time,
Dreams are the measure
Of our deepest collection of thoughts
It is what our hearts long sought

I stumble in a yellow wood,
Where two roads diverged
And the is a pavement
Of the road less traveled by

I look upon the veil stars
Where I realize that
It is not their fault
But the fault in ourselves

There I found myself with someone else
Six feet under billions of stars
Hands perfectly pressing upon
And backs set right next to each other

For more than a year,
I am having the same dream,
But when I wake up,
I suddenly loose all that I envision

This always happen,
Love, I long pursued.
She's been running through my dreams

Dreams depict what we really desire,
My dreams, it may sound odd
But I have to wake up to them
And make them come to life
Dreams that's where I have to go.
E
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2015
E
I am a leaf; for even I--- have fallen for you.
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
We often express almost everything we feel
We express what we think is real
We express for it is the thing what keeps our sanity
We express because it is where we find our serenity

We express not just because we wanted to be understood
We express because it is what we want
Who even cares if they do not understand what we try to convey?
Who even cares if they do not understand us?

We express because it is our free will
We express because we wanted to
We express because we are members of this wondrous human society
We express because we desire to show this world what we have in mind

A great friend of mine once mentioned an acronym
Which was "D.I.E." and stood for "Do not Implode, Express."
It really made a mark on my mind
It was like the blade of a sword which slashed my cold body

Long have I kept my misgivings in my dark side
Long have I sought things that no one can ever abide
Long have I wandered this world alone
Long have I imploded just not to hurt others

Expressing is a great thing to do
It is as magnificent as life
Expressing my thoughts does really take lots of courage
But it takes more courage to stop imploding and start expressing
Gabriel Dorian Oct 2013
When a heart bleeds
They it happens for a reason
But no words can stop it from bleeding
Cause when a heart bleeds i'ts really broken

They say all do happen for a reason
Some say its planned for the season
But I say it's God's reason
It's just a way to stop the treason

Everything happens for a reason
It is why things like this do happen
Even worse things than this too
Cause I believe in this reason
Everything happens for a reason
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2013
Sitting down in a chair,
In a crowd less room
Dreaming about the past
While experiencing the gloom

I remember our old days
We had our old glaze
Doing things our own ways
Seeing you is one good blaze

But things are different now
The poems I made are gone
You threw it on the go
The time of our love is done

The heartbreak gets stronger
I can't do this any longer
It kills me all over
Because you're gone, forever

I am forever alone
Before we became together
Now I'm sweet FA once again
My heart constantly breaks

I feel melancholic
Because of this nostalgia
I hold on to my sanity
But I lose hope to humanity

In this reality
I am all alone
The girl I knew
Left me on my own

The heartbreak gets harder
The sad story worsens
I die of sadness
For you are gone,
In my life
For our love vanquished

It kills me
It breaks all of me
The heart break destroys
All hope that I were left with

I can't take this anymore
I can't bear this painful love
I no longer can show any resilience
For bitterness takes over me

You will never know
How much grief you gave me
You will never know
How much it hurts

That if ever we meet again
I will not know how to act
For you and you alone
Broke me into pieces
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2013
A heart full of love
That is as pure as a dove
A heart than can sacrifice
Anything just for you
An admiration that was brought about
A Love filled with no doubt

Hearts filled with love
My heart shouts your name
Every single time of the day
Is it a game?
For the both of us to play
Or is it Love
That we will fight for
For it will judge someday
A love that will last
For the lovers who wished the best
This is for all the lovers out there.
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
I'm only a man
Who ever loved you
I'm only a man
Who hope that someday you'll love me too

I'm only a man
Who searched for the one
I'm only a man
Who stood below everyone

I'm only a man
Who's willing to die for you
But I don't know why
I'm only a man
Who's been waiting for you
To be a great part of my life

I'm only a man
Who always looked for myself
I'm only a man
Who found myself in you
This very poem is dedicated to "Eccendetiast".
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2014
A reason for life, an inspiration that won't lead me to my undoing. It has always been the very core of my existence. It is written in my blood. The life giver to a melancholic soul. One that the stars have bestowed upon me. One that I will die for. It is the heartbeat of life. It has developed me from existence to experience. Even if the world stops turning and the Sun stops burning, right here with me until the end of time, it will stay. It is the sweetest yet the saddest song I have ever heard. It is what they call love which I have found in you.
Late post, hail the glory days and the songs of yesterday.
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
For the past few months
Our great nation has experienced great tragedies
But we didn't turn out to be sloths
Though our fates are still bidden

As the brumous weather draws near
A hirareth comes with fear
But the spirit of Christmas gets warmer
The yuletide becomes louder
It's about time to heed this very call
We must stand up for the good of all
It cradles an ambiguous thought
Which the human hear long sought

In this form of literature
I hope to inspire the people of this nation, to understand its nature
And start effecting some changes
To seek out the strangest,
To venture the wilderness of the lost peace & harmony
And restore this country's prosperity

In this season, may we stop all forms of quarrels
For we are no rebels
Of this glorious season
That brings joy to me with a great reason

This Christmas is a grandiose season
Let us stop every kind of treason
Let us set aside all our hard feelings
That has been harboured in our hearts

Let this Christmas be different
Let this be the time when we relent
Let this be the Christmas when we share
Everything that we may share for this season is rare

It's Christmas time
We share not just a dime
Even prayers for our fellowmen
And joy for all men
L
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2015
L
I had been a wandering soul 'til I met you,
    Love has hearkened;
       You captivated my soul
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2014
I am not the same person I used to be,
I am lost, terribly lost.
I have forgotten who I was,
I am wretched in abyss

I ended up wounded,
I kept bleeding.
I misplaced my soul,
I do not know how to regain it by my own

Tears always stream down my face,
I have grown restless,
Every night I am sleepless,
Pondering about the what ifs

I am in a state of my undoing;
There's much of life I have to get back to.
In no longer bask upon sunshine,
I am used to stay here in the dark

I am terribly depressed,
I want to scream all the pain in me,
I want to let it all out
But I could not, I bear no strength to do it

It is consuming me.
I have lost my way.
I don't know where to go,
Or what path must I follow.

All I need is a bit of your love,
An ounce of your compassion,
A gram of your hug,
And a downpour of your attention.

I hold on to the very small light
That penetrates the darkness.
I hope that I will get through this,
In one piece.
I am terribly depressed.
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2013
Love is a four letter word
That means a lot
It maybe as sharp as a sword
That you use in this war

Love can be defined by
Intimate emotions that never lie
Or ordained by
Endless feelings that never die

Love will last
As long as lovers hold on
Love maybe the best
For all who believe

But true love
Doesn't expect something in return
Because that feeling that burst
Is as pure as dove
This is how I describe love.
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
Day in, day out, the skies grow weary
As each day passes by, life becomes dreary
In time I've grown out of this world
As if I won't even seem to care for someone
For I've shown none to anyone

I've made several women cry
I've angered men but
I do not know why
I've let my emotions die
And left out my heart dry

I am Mr. Insensitive
I often think in a negative manner
I carry the face of sadness as my banner
I embody a life living on a masquerade as my prerogative

I've lost track of myself a long ago
I do not know if this is the effect of a broken heart
And an effect of a man searching for his
The lost soul as he ventures the darkness of life
No
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2014
No
After all, the answer is "no".

It hurts to feel, it hurts to see, it hurts to be.
Gabriel Dorian Jan 2015
Nothing hurts better than unrequited love;
When you lie awake beneath the wailing skies,
Then beneath the veil stars.
When you could do nothing
But to stare into the void
And feel the emptiness that you have to bear with.

Nothing hurts better that not to be loved by her;
When you stand in the dark,
Then you see her dancing with another man.
When you could do nothing
But to wish that you were him
And hope for a better feeling.

Nothing hurts better than love,
When it gives you an exquisite pain,
Then it almost consumes you.
When you could do nothing,
But to succumb to the pain
And scream all the sadness that you carry.

Nothing hurts better than her;
She gave you all this malady and melancholy
Then left you all alone.
When you could do nothing,
But to reminisce what you were long ago
And hallucinate that she stood by your side.
Nothing hurts better than her.
O
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2015
O
Rest your head on my shoulders, love me forever more. I am yours to keep--- now until the end of time.
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2013
Our First Time

Remember the first time we met?
That very moment my heart was set
Remember those sweet smiles?
That reached out miles


The first time we talked
I had butterflies in my stomach
That time I didn't know what to say
For you and you alone can make my mouth shut


I still remember those dorky words that I suddenly said
And those foolish questions I asked you
Some words slipped off my tongue
That happening was still fresh in my head


When you caught me staring at you
I pretended that I didn't care about anyone
It was the only way to hide what I feel
For I found the love that I've been lookin' for, lying within you


Our First Time was great to remember
Hoping that memories would last forever
Would it just be part of history?
Or would it make a new story?


Should our first time stay the first?
Or if we continue would we burst?
No matter what happens I'll be there for you
To be stand by you, To fight for you
This was the second poem I wrote, earlier this year, for this girl who made me so shy and feel that I can't look to her in the eye but after series of poems and months of trying, I got friend zoned.
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2013
Remember the first time you saw a special someone?
When you told yourself she's the one
Remember the first time you heart pounded fast?
When you said I've finally found her at last

Remember the first time you day dreamed about her?
When you considered your self a lover
Remember the first time you loved someone?
Who cherished the love that you harnessed

Remember the first time you can't sleep ?
When you though of her so deep
Remember the first time her hand landed on your skin?
When you felt great joy and happiness within

Remember the fist time you told her you love her
When you told her you were her secret admirer
Remember the first time when she said she also likes you
When you burst in joy and happiness filled your face
I created this poem for my crush last year but sad to say that time she already has a boyfriend. :(
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2013
I love you until I die
Even I leave this earth
This is not a lie
For it was brought forth by the love until death

I just hope you'll love me too
And cherish everything
I hope you'll remember what I do
To prove you something

I love you until I die
I will never take that back
For the words I say are interlocked
And would never even crack

I hope our paths are intertwined
That our hearts are lined
To a bright tomorrow of joy
And a grandiose saga of existence
She
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2013
She
She's so wonderful
She's so cute
She's so pretty
She's my everything
She's so intelligent
She's so beautiful
She's so lovely
She's the one I love
She's the one I need
She's the one who stole my heart


She's definitely my boss
She's such a dynamite gal
She's the reason of every smile
She's my inspiration
She's irresistible
She's my perfect bliss
She's my life
She's a goddess


She gave me a heart attack
She spin my head off
She broke my heart
She rejected me
She friendzoned me
She made me an F.A.
She didn't love me back
She made me cry

But in the end
She's still the one I need
She's still my perfect bliss
She's still my boss
She's still still a goddess
She's still my one direction
She's still the reason of each smile
She's still my life
But the most important of the things which mentioned
Is she's still the one I love
This poem is dedicated to Gelibean <3
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2014
When I was younger, I always looked upon the sky at night just to see the stars twinkle. I wondered how they do it beautifully. I wondered if there was anyone who also looked to them in a way that I did. I loved them in how they made me love them.

There came a day when I crossed paths with a girl whose eyes were veil. I saw beauty behind the sadness she projects. I saw a magnificent soul. I told her to stay with me for a while, six feet beneath billions of stars.
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"I wonder if there are those who look upon the stars like I do." I told her.

"There is one, just right beside you, with all her hopes and aspirations."
She said.
Dream.Love.Fight.Hope.
Gabriel Dorian Dec 2014
I used to love the stars. I used to imagine them so close to where I stand. But then the closer I am to them , the more that they lead me to my undoing. It was a purpose why they were so distant. They were to be loved but from a far.
It hurts to feel, it hurts to be.
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2013
I wake up on a day
With a hang over on my head
And I can't forget
What happened last night
I got drunk out of frustration
Trying to cope up but I just can't

Drinking Jack Daniel's all night
I even keeled on the floor
Crying all my walls down
Getting the hell of myself
This break up was the worst of all
I can't get over this

The break up is killing me
It's getting all of me
It destroys everything
It gets of parts of me
I'm dying because of grief
It's tearing me down apart

This thing has drained all of me
I don't know if when,
I'll get back to life
Bitterness is eating me
It's taking over me
The break up was the worst of all grief
Gabriel Dorian May 2014
The circus of sorrows,
The illusions of trickery,
The face of reality,
The place of all sadness.

Somewhere in the darkest part of you,
There is a Roller Coaster of depression,
A Ferris Wheel of pain
And Merry-Go-Round of grief.

There I found your bitterness
And you found my broken heart.
With all our goodness and badness,
Our angel & demons,
We fell for each other.

Will we go back to that place?
Or shall we take a step into the light?
Will our fates still be bound to that course?
Or will it alter?

In a circus of sorrows,
Our paths crossed,
Destinies bound to each other,
Fates intertwined
But the darkness will always be there.

The circus of sorrows,
Will never be gone
But as long as I have you
And you have me --
No longer shall we be bounded to the darkness
Of the circus of sorrows.
I created this poem to remember how I fell in love with a woman who was so bitter and was so scared to fall in love once more. Geline, this is for you. :)
Gabriel Dorian Oct 2013
When it's over

We say goodbye

To lose the feelings

We had before



All the pictures

Are memories

Of what was us

A long time ago



We go on now

To start new lives

And be happy

For each other



This is the last poem

I'll write for you

This is my last chance

To make it true



But you don't even

Have something to say

Well I told you

This days before



I'm trying to

Stop loving you

Even though it hurts

It's for our sake



This is the last time

I'll tell you this

These are my last words

To say how much, I love you
Gabriel Dorian Oct 2013
Five months ago we met,
On a Sunday morning.
That day my heart was set
I loved you since that moment

Before I left that very place
I wrote a special letter
A secret admirer was my case
But when you knew my identity, that I was your lover, you didn't go away

January thirty-first I sent you a poem for your birthday
The first poem I ever sent you
It took me more than a hundred miles to give it to you
But it was worth it, I made you smile
And that every detail did fit

February fourteenth of the present year
I greeted you with a great smile
And no fear,
I sent you my second poem
You thanked me for it
And that was enough to make me smile

But there came a day
You told me that it is about time to end it
That we have to pave away
And it is about to that for good

I was left out
With a melancholic feeling
Having a great doubt
About moving on easily

There were times
When I suddenly become nostalgic
Thinking of the glorious past
Remembering the memories that would last

People say I should start moving on
It is so hard
That I can't seem to figure how to
But if I won't move on
Would I be like this for the rest of my life

The sad story that was set aside
The encrypted past that no one could decode
The love that would never collide
And the heart that could not be revived

Life does go on
And I should cope with it
But until I have accepted
The fact of moving on
I'll be in this sad story of my time
Gabriel Dorian Oct 2013
This great battle, I fight for you
Will decide the fate I am bound to
And the hope I once hold on to
Now lies on a single thread

Whether I win or lose this war
Whether I live or die fighting
Whether I succeed or fail you
I am proud to do this for you

I am ready to die for you
I am willing to sacrifice
Anything, just for you my love
For you and you alone will make who am I

Every single day I devote
Every single second that does count
I am honoured to fight for you
Because in this great battle, I can show you my love for you
Gabriel Dorian Nov 2013
I write this poem for you
This is what I want you to hear
When I die and leave this earth
This has my last words for you

You are my love
The only and greatest one
The thing is you don't love me back
But I don't care about that
For I love you willingly
I'm just a man who's always here for you

But if I die
I leave you some words from me
I hope you remember me
In this poem I write for you

I created this
To leave you something
For when I'm gone
I'll be gone alone
And I can't go back
To see how you are


So in these words
That I write for you, hear me
In these words
That I write for you, remember me
Gabriel Dorian May 2014
Through space & time,
Day & night,
From the past to the future,
There were we --
Lasting love of different generations

Time Travelers, although not by the physical form --
But our love,
Our love which flourished in different timelines,
Generations, people & now it has come to us.
There will always be us, no matter what the era will be.
There will always be us, until the end of time.
Gabriel Dorian May 2015
Tell me that you are happy right now, tell me that you are. If not, then it was a mistake parting ways.
Gabriel Dorian May 2015
Would you ask me to take you back?
Gabriel Dorian May 2015
I only write when I am falling in love
Or on the height of its adversary
But this time I write
As I pick myslef from chaos
To rebuild who I am
And continue living.
Gabriel Dorian Oct 2013
What am I gonna do?
When you're always the best part of what I do
What am I gonna say?
If you left me but I still can't move on

How can I just move on?
How can I forget about you?
If you left me with no love
But with memories that left me out

How will I forget everything?
From those little things you told me
Up to those things
I did for you

What am I gonna do?
When I have to move on
But I can't because of you
What am I gonna say?
If you made my mouth shut
And nothing to say

How can I move on?
If I'm just not really moving on
How will I face it?
If everything I get a chance to do it
The memories of the past always spring out
Gabriel Dorian Apr 2015
I can be an angel but a fallen one,
I can be a champion of the forgotten,
I can be a mayhem of a sinner's life,
I can be a preacher of all ****** souls

I may be one of the most flawed people
You ever crossed paths with,
I may be the most wretched soul,  
Who dared to be with you

I can be a danger of a lonely stranger ,
I can be the humor of a mad man,
I can be a mantra of the lost,
I can be a slave of a circumstance

You may look down on me
Or see me only as a worthless one
You can throw me all your hate
And I will accept it with my arms wide open

I love your depth,
The way I am able to see the world in your eyes,
I will stand by your side
No matter how hard you push me away

But you must understand that
I am an honest sinner
When I say 'I'll stand by you'
I mean it,  for good

That is all I can do for you,
To be with you all the time,  Even when you feel the darkest one
I am always here and will never leave

The fallen will never let you fall by your own,
A mad man will always be drunk in love,
A mayhem will always try to fix you by all means
And a lover will love you with everything he has and will ever have.
I took the fall for you. I always stood by you. But you never saw it.
Gabriel Dorian Sep 2014
In my highs and hues,
In my search of who’s and whose,
As I felt the grasp of an end
By the pens which tend
To pour all inspiration
Into a composition

As I linger and watch
The bright summer’s hatch
It so happened, I came across a person
It  just so happened, that I felt so strange
As if I have never lived,
‘Til that very day

As she walked with grace,
She turned this soulless place
Into a dream
With such a scheme
As she waved her hands of glory,
She made a fantasy,
As if it was not real
As if I were to enter a deal

I suddenly pondered how one single meeting,
Can change my life’s setting
She caught my attention
She astounded my vision
I felt like I knew her
In another time —time before us
Could she be my soul mate?
Well, I just couldn't ask her on a date
I didn't personally know her
I just know that we are to meet once more

Then I knew, I have to know
The girl who always said “No.”
But then I knew that girl,
Way like the back of my hand
I wished to have a little infinity
With her
For we brought by serendipity

Yet in the deepest wretch,
We lurked
Yet the deepest emotion,
We felt

Yet it was in the stars,
Which took fault
Yet in the stars,
We blamed,
But perhaps Shakespeare was
Undeniably right
That the fault in our stars was not of might
For it was our fault
By which we blame the stars
Yet in the stars,
We chose to adhere
And revere
Yet in the stars,
We felt pain
Which insisted to be felt
But in the stars,
We had a little infinity,
We were star crossed lovers
Yet in the veil stars,
We fathomed
Something we thought we never would
Yet in the stars,
We kindled our love, hope, aspirations and desires
Yet it was the stars
Which witnessed
Yet beneath the stars
We fell in love
Yet in the stars,
Oblivion didn't matter
Yet in the stars,
Daunt didn't enclose our hearts
Yet in the stars,
We felt —grand.
This poem was inspired by Ms. Angeline Patricio, who once  held a very special part of my heart and the whole of my hypothalamus and John Green's "The Fault In Our Stars.", this I dedicate to her.

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