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Feb 2016 · 1.1k
If to be
HS Edwards Feb 2016
I lay in my cold hospital bed, my arms stinging from the fresh IVs nurse Toby placed under my skin.
I lay in my cold hospital bed and wonder...
I wonder if I was given even one more month, how many poems and stories I would write.
How many people I would make laugh and cry.
How many times I would say "I love you."
How many times I would pray.
How many times I would close my eyes and re-accept my inevitable fate.
I lay in my cold hospital bed.
Dec 2015 · 2.2k
Spawn of music
HS Edwards Dec 2015
From music grows wild, beautiful, frightful things of untamed splendor and immeasurable strength.
Mar 2015 · 472
The 37 Box.
HS Edwards Mar 2015
Let's take a little trip.
A trip to the most ****** up corner of my mind.
Trees of jealousy and hate tower over
floors of lies covering up a
core of hunger and brokenness.
Where did it all start?
The beginning is blurred.
Was it me?
Or
Was it her?
Mar 2015 · 474
10 PILLS 1 choice
HS Edwards Mar 2015
I stole.
I stole my Aunt's "mood enhancing" pills.
10.
10 pills.
10/90.
10 little plastic pellets
Filled with powdered magic.
Do I dare?
HS Edwards Feb 2015
Life is so simple that it can be summed up in one word: complicated.
Feb 2015 · 585
The Darkness Of Tomorrow
HS Edwards Feb 2015
A shot in the dark
A lone wolf's cry
She asked him to stay
But he turned and died

A broken promise
A string untied
An open wound
A black hall of pride

A plea for pardon
A snow covered mountain
Forgiveness in store
Daisy chains on the floor
HS Edwards Feb 2015
Why does darkness hurt?
Why does lightness breathe?
Why do sparrows fly?
Why do kings kneel?

Why does the world turn?
Why doesn't gravity fall?
Why do Gods of peace wage war?
Why does blood stain?

Why does history repeat?
Why do babies laugh?
Why do doctors give up?
Why does brokenness appeal?

Why is "why?" the most dangerous question?
Why?
HS Edwards Jan 2015
This morning, around two o’clock, I heard a noise outside my window coming from the street below. There are no street lamps where my window looks out but I could still make out the silhouette of a rather unsavory man. He was sitting in the middle of the street, just sitting, he seemed to rock slightly, from side to side. This man looked very unfortunate.

Time passed and he still sat and I still watched him. I am unsure of what I found so interesting about this man that I could barely tell apart from the darkness. Maybe it was the fact that he seemed lost, maybe not. I watched him. Around about four o’clock he began to hum. I could hardly hear it but he was humming, Quiet but constant.

I guess I fell asleep because the next thing I remember was waking up to the sun barely touching the tops of the trees to my left. He was gone. The unfortunate man was gone. I felt the lack of his presence immediately. I searched the gloom, from my window, trying to find his form in the slight mist that always seems to cloak the ground at this time in the morning. He was gone. I wonder how he left? If he simply made a decision, stood and walked away. Or maybe he ran. Maybe he crawled, pressured by the struggles of his unfortunate life. Or maybe he crept into the darkness, afraid of the light that would expose his failing as a human being. Maybe he is sitting in the old, condemned house right across from my window, I am sure it’s pretty dark in there. O r maybe he just disappeared. In the early watches of the morning he simply went. Maybe he disappeared the moment I fell asleep. Maybe he was just there just because I needed to feel a presence. Perhaps he saved me. Maybe he was an an angel. An unfortunate angel.
I like that.
Jan 2015 · 340
...
HS Edwards Jan 2015
...
Something happened.
My mind feels bigger.
My thoughts have shifted.
A darkness has been shed.
Jan 2015 · 320
11:48
HS Edwards Jan 2015
I have developed a love for crows
Their noise appeals to my mind
the way a babies laughter does to
a barren woman
Jan 2015 · 254
Lasting = Living?
HS Edwards Jan 2015
What happened here?
C’mon just last the year
You’re going to be ok
Just take the pills
It doesn't hurt ... c’mon, love
Jan 2015 · 407
37 a poem
HS Edwards Jan 2015
She is a life, his life
She is his oxygen, his essence
She holds his tongue, she holds his mind
She is his own depression, his lack of light

She is the space between her thighs
She is the promise she didn’t keep
She is the truth she never knew
She is her own depression, her lack of strength

She is the hate that fills my mind, the rage pounding at my temple
She is the blindness that I seek
She is my own depression, my lack of peace

She is the mask we all must wear, the shoes we all must fit
She is the very definition of success yet her soul lies on the bottom
She is the requirement, the unrealistic dream
She is our own depression, our lack of perception
Jan 2015 · 983
In a Perfect World #2
HS Edwards Jan 2015
A perfect world is a reality...
A reality inside our heads
It is a dream, a fantasy
something that can be glimpsed in a child's eye
but never touched
A perfect world is a desire we spin ourselves into
An unhealthy addiction
And though we dream
we will never be able to grasp what a perfect world means
We will never fully understand that our lives would be forever rewritten
In a perfect world
Jan 2015 · 733
In a Perfect World #1
HS Edwards Jan 2015
In a perfect world there would be no perfection
There would be no need for it
No, the world would not change
Instead... the minds of people would change
The filters would be lifted from our senses
so that we may walk this perfectly imperfect Earth
and look at things the way they ought
Jan 2015 · 298
The Remnants
HS Edwards Jan 2015
Souls shatter all the time
I can hear the remnants crashing down
through the halls of time
My, how I wish they wouldn’t be so loud
And yet
And yet
I love the sounds of brokenness
No matter how old
Jan 2015 · 349
Special?
HS Edwards Jan 2015
We all want to be special
We all believe we are special
And that fact is what makes us all
so incredibly un-special

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