consistency is all I ask for: like a river flows and stays consistent, I need someone’s love to flow through me all year round to remind me that like water I can be soft, yet strong
Write Simple, I tell myself, Write Poetic, I force myself, Write Beauty, I convince myself, Write Imagery, I encourage myself, Write with purpose, I plead myself.
I’d almost say unrequited love although that’s slightly dramatic see, I won’t deny myself the simplest of life’s pleasures such as falling for another yet he will because he fools himself into thinking that we get to choose love in this life that we get to decide the moment we ridiculously fall but if we chose it wouldn’t be real it’s illogical and daunting but we can only take what life gives
I am unapologetically human therefore I refuse to be sorry for any thought or feeling that I have I am making a promise to myself to always be painfully honest
Last night my world caved in so I went to you with baggage in hand you didn’t turn me away, instead you held it for a moment while you listened and comforted me you said ‘**** the world for what it’s put you through’ you said I’m not too much just a lot and someday I’ll find someone who can carry it all but for now you will I have told you every detail to the deranged story of me and you stay that’s enough for me all I needed was to know I’m not alone and you’ve given me more than that by loving me consistently thank you for being the best friend even half a country away I always needed
February 25th~han I hope you find this, the same way our friendship has found me when I needed it:))