Arise: Poems

Dec 13 · 265

love triangle.

Arise Dec 13

love triangle.

Stone fell for paper, but scissor cuts her through

coined by Milan Shrestha

Sep 20 · 210

before langtang

Arise Sep 20

before langtang

im ready to have my heart break,
even more than i think i can take,
while this september ends,
i will spend my days with langtang and lakes,

before i walk to the valley sunday,
i will drop a message to her if she could come my way,
no, if she says,
i will still have mountains that stays,

she told me she'll not available until next year,
i was back in the valley here,
advised me not to waste my youth,
my youth is near to end, if she'd care.

Sep 7 · 138

फुल

Arise Sep 7

फुल

तिमी फुल,
तिमी सधै फु-ल,
ओरी-परी मौरीको हुल,
ती हुल मध्य एक हु म,

Explained her:
You're a flower,
You always bloom,
Bees flies around you,
I am one of them too,

Aug 15 · 52

माओदेश

Arise Aug 15

माओदेश

बुवा गए जंगल, माओबादी देश बनाउन,
छोरा उड्दैछ परको देश,
अफ्नो शेष बचाउन,

कस्तो थियो, हाम्रो भेस
कस्तो बन्दै छ सोच्छु म कहिले,
बोक्छु यो भार प्रश्नै प्रश्नको
भासिदै यो उत्तर बिनाको देश

Aug 15 · 50

हिरा-चादी

Arise Aug 15

हिरा-चादी

हिरा हौ तिमी,
सयद चादी नै हौ की,
चम्किला ती तिम्रा आखाले बताउछ,
तिम्रो बेवस्थाले मेरो मन तन, अहो सार्है सताउछ,

Aug 1 · 52

लाल-सलाम

Arise Aug 1

लाल-सलाम

म भिरे बन्दुक ती फलामको,
जंगलको यात्रा पैदलको,
मार्न आदेश आए कोहि शत्रु हो,
क्रान्तिको अवेशमा, लाल सलाम भो,

आज सेता हिमाल राता छन,
माटा-खोलामा रगत बगेको झन,
चाहाना होइन, आवश्यकता यो,
निर्भयताको मुद्रा त्रास भो,

अनिद्राका रात काट्न आउने्छ भोली,
दुशमनले बाटो काटे, छन कम'रेड टोली,
चिन्ता मान्नु त केबल देेश र मेरो भेशको,
बन्दहात उचालौ सबै यी अभिशेकको,

Jul 28 · 58

पहिलो लेख

Arise Jul 28

पहिलो लेख

मेरो पहिलो लेख,
उसैले नै सुन्नेछ,
उस्को भाग्य-मानी,
अफुलाई लक्कि ठानी,
उस्ले मन गनि बिचार बुन्नेछ,

Jul 28 · 51

प्रस्तावना

Arise Jul 28

प्रस्तावना

म रहेर गए पनी,
म भई रहे पनी,
म यहा न भय पनी
मेरो यो क्रिति होस,
मेरो स्मृति रहिर होस,

अरु केही मागें - मैले दिइन होला,
यी अक्षरले कुनै हृदय छोला,
यहाँ मेरो अनुभव समेटेको छु,
अनुभव समेट्दै म अघि बढेको छु

Jul 28 · 41

त्यो चरी

Arise Jul 28

त्यो चरी

हरायो त्यो चरी,
एक बिहान पख,
स्तब्द उस्को सपना,
खाली भो त्यो कोख,
शोक को उदय़ भो,
अधुरो बिदाईमा,
स-दैव छाडि यो लोक,
खरानी भई बिलाई-न्‌ ..

Jul 25 · 37

म मेरो देश

Arise Jul 25

म मेरो देश

म नै देश हो,
मेरो म नै नेपाल,
यो माटोको म,
म भित्र नै हिमाल बिशाल,

मेरो चित्रनै एक फाटँ,
पोतेको हरिया-निला रङ,
सितल हावा, नदि नाला,
म हुन्छु हर्शित भइ दङ,

Jul 22 · 34

तिमि त्यो दिन

Arise Jul 22

तिमि त्यो दिन

तिमि त्यो दिन,
तिमि त्यो रात,
कतै देखे जस्तो,
कतै न देखेको जस्तो,
यो कस्तो मिलन ?
यो कस्को श्रेय ?

जस्को सयद म हुन सक्दिन।
अब जसलाई म भुल्न सक्दिन।

A snippet from the encounter at wedding event where i saw a lady who look alike a person i already knew.

Jun 27 · 1.3k

my wedding proposal

Arise Jun 27

my wedding proposal

you’re the sixth heavenly world,
yet something feels missing,
it should be round and precious,
it must be the minerals and ring,

#wedding #proposal

May 2 · 46

patan betrayal

Arise May 2

patan betrayal

reading you a poem at night
stealing your glance,
you're on my sight,
you were on my plans,
you had my every rights

you were my first kiss,
you said,
close your eyes and feel the lips,
oh! remember that old cafe in patan?
you took my hands to your hips,
sneaky camera was on that corner,
god that wilderness was a hearty risk,
your wild tips to my first kiss was a stunner,

-

oh! Kathmandu is small
can't run away from you
that nosey escape in patan streets,
might get caught in few,
days and night,
i expect to see,
the last time i saw,
there was a tall guy with you
i was with a girl too,
you did not notice, but because, i wanted to see,
whatever happen between us,
was it easy for you,
had to just let it be.

-

patan don't go well for me,
it has brought some trouble every time,
every love i made there,
never turned out to be mine,

-

later might get late,
we might just have to trust our fate,
you've moved to united states,
till you return back,
guess i'll just have to wait,

..to be continue

May 2 · 64

bob dylan

Arise May 2

bob dylan

where in my country,
have gone the rebel singer,
standing in crowd of thousand,
standing still and no reasons for linger,
when he rebel against the odd,
oh lord, everyone joints, no one to finger,
like the Dylan stands,
calls out the niqqer,
he was not offended, the crowd got bigger ..

Apr 14 · 490

तिमी हो भन

Arise Apr 14

तिमी हो भन

तिमी हो भन,
म होइन भन्छु।

तिमी होइन भन,
म हो भन्छु।

उ को हो ? भन,
कोहि होइन उ म भन्छु।

मैले गरेका गल्ति गन,
सजाय सरि आफुले-आफै थुनिरहन्छु।

मलाई गलत गाली भन,
म तेसलाई सुनिरहन्छु।

गालीको कारण भने नभन,
म मन-मनै बुनीरहन्छु ।

तिमी म तिम्रो होइन भन,
म तिम्रो जुनी-जुनी रहन्छु।

म चाहन्छु तिम्रो अरोपको बन्दि हुन,
तिमीलई स्पर्शनु मेरो हात म खोलीरहन्छु।

ती अध्यारा कोठामा मलाइ थुन,
म तिम्रै कन्चेटिमा डुलिरहन्छु।

बस!!

तिमी म तिम्रो होइन भन,
म तिम्रो जुनी-जुनी रहन्छु।

.. जुनी-जुनी रहन्छु।।

Written in conversation with Yajana.

#nepali #dialogue #conflict #trust

Dec 2023 · 220

Untitled

Arise Dec 2023

Untitled

bridge over the river,
full moon up above,
beer bottles in our hand,
we talked about the wolf,
who lost his love.

[27 dec 2023]

Oct 2023 · 144

i know how to love, let her know

Arise Oct 2023

i know how to love, let her know

i know how to love,
let her know,
she left me stranded by surprise,
i let her go,
holding her would hurt, so.

Aug 2023 · 212

her explicit smell

Arise Aug 2023

her explicit smell

i mean, its hard job
to describe, smell she had
drives me crazy with her scent,
that maddens me bad,

i first had that smell
when we ducked,
in her room, in her bed
the smell of her p%ssy,
for life it has stayed.

we're not together now,
but the smell is still there,
i'll be looking for it,
in any women i'll be with, i swear,

her pretty curves photographs i took,
to see how it look in the photos,
her face is photogenic, but the ***,
ugh.. not the buttox..

i spanked on her right cheek,
it got a stamp of my palm,
she reacted with a smugly calm smile,
that picture on my head, its on fleek

this was after we went to a cricket match,
T.U. ground was packed,
in the middle of thousands crowd,
i hold her tight between lap,

Aug 2023 · 147

mhore

Arise Aug 2023

mhore

the girl i loved,
turned out to be a mhore,
i thought i was the only one,
she was with four,

thank you for that night,
what you thought did was right,
hickey on your neck,
i caught you on sight,

my love was gold,
yours worth dime,
you are overwhelmed by my love
surprise as i face the time,

all we did together,
you would have just trusted me,
when it's time to back me up the most,
now your words frustrates me,

now i can't see you one my sight,
with no one, else, it burns,
that fire of love still got light,
feelings never to return,

september, your birthday month,
you asked me out,
i am trying to ignore you babe,
since you still got me on doubt,

how many days of you,
but you've been my summer,
you'll change your mind for someone,
know, the season don't last forever,

i taught me to close the eyes,
while we are kissing,
the streets of patan seems empty,
you thats what i'm missing,

she wants to be with everyone
she wants to belong with everyone
..

Aug 2023 · 150

Annapurna

Arise Aug 2023

Annapurna

i have never walked alone,
never relied on my own,
it was the first time was doing this,
taking all chances,
taking all the risks,

it wasn't all sudden,
it really was a planned,
months months ago,
Annapurna I am going,
i took a stand,

all in all,
the time was right,
the break i needed the most
excited and nervous to step
on four thousands meters of height,

i took a bus
to pokhara from capital
my adventure weeks wasn't at rush
pre season for the mountains,
expecting the heavy rainfall

i had to drop my bag,
to a e friend i hadn't met
marimo was the guy
was waiting at the stop,
hadn't seen him yet.

i had no plan yet,
went to a fruit store to drink some shake,
i was deciding my next stop,
with the guy i just met,

next hour,
i took a bus to naya bazar,
i was placed to last window seat,
different characters i was destined to meet.

old guy, broke the ice,
he started with a question,
he was soft spoken, to me he was nice,
are you alone, where are you going ahead?
i said, yes i am solo, and i was betrayed.
it had been a while, my mountains was up on,
he remember his daughter seeing me, my age,
she had been abroad, sending happiness from Japan,
he had his hope, love, care for her, fullest to the page.

: 0, 1, 1, 2, 3, 5

Aug 2023 · 1.7k

where i

Arise Aug 2023

where i

if i ever got lost
don't forget to search
in your eyes,
you'll find me there at any cost
else not,
look into the darkest self otherwise

Aug 2023 · 465

false true

Arise Aug 2023

false true

true,
and accepted,
we won't be back,
you know i have waited,
it was always me,
the patients i lack,

false,
and denied,
i left for someone else,
there was never - none,
balancing things off
lost you to hold
chances when i had

Jun 2023 · 373

अस्तित्वको नाटकीय नृत्य

Arise Jun 2023

अस्तित्वको नाटकीय नृत्य

मृत्यु एक नाटक हो,
जसमा शरीर मौन-मुस्कान बस्दछ,
जीवन भर नाटकको नाटक गरि बसेको म,
मेरो जन्म नै एक रंगमंच रहेछ।

झिनो आशाको डोरीले, यहाँ सम्म आए,
जीवन-मृत्युको बीचमा एक अन्तिम सास रहेछ,
सूर्य चूम्ने दौडमा, सूर्यहरू डुबई म,
नाटकीय मृत्यु पछि पनि,
जल्न, सूर्य-झिल्का कुर्नु पर्ने रहेछ।

on it

Aug 2022 · 166

kite

Arise Aug 2022

kite

you are my kite,
i put you high
i made you fly
but you were going too far, tiny
risking the it all
the wind might blow you
the thunder might catch you
i love the way i see you,
i never thought of what you've felt
how i tried to control you,

Jul 2022 · 253

hang

Arise Jul 2022

hang

i am getting why
the people die
when they have a heart break,
the pain is so hard,
the chests starts to ach,
which they were not ready to take.

i am getting why
that one guy had suicide
hanging himself of a heart break,
he's dreams were crashed,
the truths and lies were flashed,
which he was not ready to take,

Jul 2022 · 145

Your'e Not Good To Be

Arise Jul 2022

Your'e Not Good To Be

You are not good to see,
But good to bee
You’re the honey
The sun shine,
You swim like a his beams in the sea
You bloom like no one else to me.
I can take you as the jazz in the rain
Yes, you’ve brought me to the pain
The chaotic instrument in your noise
I fell for you not by the choice
you are not good to see
But you are good to be

You are not just a blue to the sea
You’ve become the distorted hue to me
The ugly face seems beautiful now when i read
The low quality
Piles of lies you’d thrown to me
I adored your warmth in this heat
My precious heart lullabies to your beat
At all, that night I couldn’t sleep
I found no tears to sob
I couldn’t weep

Yes the flowers are good to bee,
******* the nectar is what they seek,
I had to be one of the those bee,
I though this flower belongs only me.
Poor bee,
don’t expect them the loyalty,
of course, you are not good to see,
you were ,
just,
good to be.

Yes, this is a one sided story,
the story where you'd wronged me,
showing my love was kept unseen,
one sided story it was always been

Flower allows the bees to ****
btches allows the dogs to fck
One flower one bee, imagine, you can’t
Here dogs are loyal but ******* ain’t

- Jijibisa Mero

Apr 2022 · 128

mayalu

Arise Apr 2022

mayalu

she is short
four eleven
pretty brown cute
rare love, a gem
though i never have seen

brown bamboo tall
im five and eight
wouldn't see
if i stood straight
after all
these years we connect

we made a milestone date
named it decemberone
by the time im writing this
two months, we are on

-

march one we met
you looked so pretty
in that art council's front gate,
i gave you a hug there,
we were on a art date

its fact that
everything falls into base
i did a justice
to call an art to its place

next we were out
to cafe'd salon
parked a car in no parking zone,
this closeness had our
heart fell like a balloon

i gave her my sweat shirt
although the warm was the weather
she had something for me too
safely put on her bag
to surprise me later

she paid the bill
with my credit card owned
i made a video of her
dancing in front

she did paid the half
to me later
it wasn't fair that way
is that your car in no parking? said the waiter.

evening walk to hills of swoyembu,
stiff those stairs,
crowded was the place
wouldn't reconsider to go in pair,

dropping off to her place,
small roads of basantapur,
made me sweat that evening
couldn't raze me anymore,

finally, the minute of depart,
she pulled her bag,
gave me a whale keyring and a **** candle,
it's there in my collection rack.

we were one of old love
at new road side ways
everything is going remind me of you
the seconds we spent that day.

--

we are one year apart
the love story end before the start
its all blame on me,
confusing you with this heavy heart

i tried to set things at ease
you’d think i’ve been playing you as a tease
i am in no stand to give my reasons,
forgive me, you should have never gone through this.

i’d ask you if we'd restart, be mine,
i want you back but i should not, its fine,
listening to this shameless audacity,
you should not waste a second of your time.

and i wish all the best for you,
though i will not stop sharing the songs as we do
we are just not together but share some emotions, right?
so, i believe you will share some too

Apr 2022 · 113

How Long

Arise Apr 2022

How Long

How long would this beauty lasts?
If you think
You might leave the beauty self in the past,

How long is the race you're running
Last lap is your death bed
Dont run

How long is the tune you're humming
No listeners, you're waste!
Dont hum

How long is the lesson you're learning
No student, can't teach
Dont learn

How long is the figure you're earning
Infinity is myth, cant count
Dont earn

How long is the field youre farming
Earth is only plant youre on,
Dont farm

Mar 2022 · 117

Out of the darkness of the cave

Arise Mar 2022

Out of the darkness of the cave

In the course of sun beam bombarding photon onto me
to let the world see
theres the body shadow
who is alive and dead constantly.

Oct 2021 · 1.1k

happy birthday

Arise Oct 2021

happy birthday

one
who i thought was close
was not,
im not important,
i am right
all my hardwork
to get to where i am
to make them proud
to see them proud
doesnt matter
i cant be better than
other one.
i always has been compared
never accepted as good,
i pushed hard to show good in me,
i had better thing,
so blind to be seen,
i am always alone,
i loose all eventually,
even in the saddest day,
i cant go to anyone to meet,
i dont trust any one.
i wanna escape
i am bound,
i am a prisoner,
i did no crime
no cuffs in my wrist
but in my head,
i better off dead.

#birthday

Sep 2021 · 154

canvas

Arise Sep 2021

canvas

i am a poor artist
i begged for the colours for fill,
who bought a cheap canvas a year ago,
which i see them empty.. plane still.

you had the colours i need,
why she has no paint in yet,
how can i touch her,
if its the only one i've got,

one who is only one,
care n' love is to be given,
i fear if i ruin her,
thus, i didn't fill to make it even,

im waiting, for the time to colour,
its white fair surface with blue,
im a poor artist, before,
i don't want it to you.

#unpublished

Sep 2021 · 515

love bob

Arise Sep 2021

love bob

you
are
good to be
than
good to see.

bob disapproved

#random

Sep 2021 · 415

My Beloved

Arise Sep 2021

My Beloved

road crossed
six years apart,
stalked you every year,
regrets now
lost you, oh dear,
seen the world
with my eyes, I stare,
think how would it be
if you were beside me here.
yes, I'm alone, still, dream of you.
wish you to break,
collect my heart
what is yours to take,
no push to do
if there's happiness in you,
confused, how do I you ask,
seek that little pearl deep
doors open
glow in there if you see.
Love and Break
we both unknown.
through these years,
we have grown
Um, wise,
I am,
sure You are,
Far, we are,
Scar?
We Admire.

this was the only way,
to spill it on notes,
we have shared the feeling,
let's share these words,

this is not for me, I write,
it's for you, who read.
wish this owe a teardrop
unshared.. untouched.. unheard.
a symbol of our pure love,

to those except these two,
are wondering who he talking to,
we confessed on a mail,
the prelationship we both failed,

[21 - 9 - 2021]
Its ongoing. Im late for Gym.

Jul 2020 · 124

My Best Friend

Arise Jul 2020

My Best Friend

I found them ,
among thousand,
they act with me.
As a best-est friend,
We had a lot of fun along.
If the mistake take place,
They alert it's wrong .
I 'll never forget the help , that they've done
I'll never forget them although they 've gone.
We took a picture,
So that we'll be for always
The day i spent with them,
I remember these days.

Sent To TheHimalayanTimes back in my schooldays 2013

#best #friend

Jul 2020 · 151

My Sweet Mom

Arise Jul 2020

My Sweet Mom

My mom,she is the one
I first touched.
She is the one;
Who saw my first smile,
Who taught me to walk,
Who taught me to speak.
My mom,she is the one;
Who understand me,
Who standby me,
Who stop me to do wrong thing.
My mom,she is the one;
Who filled the color in my life,
Who filled the joy in my life,
Who filled the hope in my eye.
You never discourage me,
to do anything.
You always praise me,
whatever I want to do.
So I promise you mom,
I'll never let you down.
And I don't complain for anything.
Cause you are such a sweet mother,
that I want you as my mom for thousand year....

-Milan Shrestha
Nightingale International School
Grade-IX

Sent to TheHimalayanTimes Newspaper 2012

#mom

Jan 2020 · 142

scribbles 1O1

Arise Jan 2020

scribbles 1O1

i don’t wanna start tomorrow
im not asleep
these days are short these days
feels like wanna weep

growing up an adult is hard, i feel
i don’t feel any more,
emotions i control who he in my way
i wasn’t this way before

words don’t make sense now
my letter reflects me,
this lines are that i am
l am what i am, thus, let me BE

i have my hair white,
21 is just my age,
i have an allergic to caffeine
know it brings me the rage

what i’ve been through
only known by the god,
i know what i’ve been through
May i call myself a God?

Does god exists? he asked
i asked if you believe i exist,
He believed my existence,
He believed I am the god.

give me the freedom to write
i am a poet
what i write isn’t a poem
I ain’t a poet

how to be content
i ask myself daily
the seed is planted
i cant water it daily

Tensed days. Nowadays I follow stoicism,

#random #lines

Oct 2019 · 127

liberty that she has gained

Arise Oct 2019

liberty that she has gained

Dancing,
with in her thoughts,
thoughts of war
that she had fought.
She won those fights,
got back her rights,
ever since,
every nights,
she turns on the pole lights,
puts her feet into toes
grows her inches of height,
Delights,
when she move round
and round
She cheers with no bound,
She dances with no sound,
Though calmness all around.
She found unchained
her shadow reflects in the ground
Drizzling rain
washes all her pain
in the liberty, that she has gained
liberty, that she has gained.

i wrote this words when i was in my high school.

#girl

Sep 2019 · 121

diamond

Arise Sep 2019

diamond

gold now
or
diamond later,
choose wise
whichever you
feel better.

difficult time in my life, had to make a decision.

Aug 2019 · 171

my cancer

Arise Aug 2019

my cancer

i got a cancer,
that no one cares,
no one knows,
cause, that i choose,
not to share.

the cancer hurts me here,
this part, where
we breathe inout the air,
says there's a dark mark,
stain, that causes my pain.

i love this cancer,
is what makes me laugh,
making sure, i do,
who might i hurt?
first to know.

i take no pills,
i know it kills,
still, i will,
deal with these feel,
that i can heal.

honestly i,
lie, is all above,
there's no god, no love,
ultimate death,
die.

i have pain in my chest.

Aug 2019 · 194

can you tell?

Arise Aug 2019

can you tell?

Who taught the clouds to fly?
Is it the birds in the blue sky?
Why it shouts and after rain?
Am I not the only one with the pain?

Dear cloud, can you vail?
Can you sail the your boat to the hell?
How does it feel?
Move down slow and still.

You create the rainbow,
I love the color you made.
I can give you my life,
watching you in sky marching ahead.

I missed you when I saw blue,
a bright sun was in there too.
The birds crossed the project i see,
Lying in the sunshine, i doubt who i’ll ever be.

i wondered.

Aug 2019 · 260

i saw red cloud

Arise Aug 2019

i saw red cloud

god must had real good day
when he painted the sky,
question myself the depth of blue,
could i breath in such inside.

evening i saw it red,
wide canopy he bleed,
gravity don't push to thy blue,
ogle is what i do instead,

silver were not the edge
the time couldn't be mine,
he heard was it heals,
**** is what i got for dine.

i saw red cloud, yk, the time of sunset?.. yes.. that time.

Aug 2019 · 320

pressure

Arise Aug 2019

pressure

if i belonged to coal family,
my dad would be a diamond already,

to my dad

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