So I'm am idiot and a fool
Well that's something I knew a long time ago.
But constant reminders are far from welcome.
I haven't shut the door and they sneak in slow.
I should have closed it a long time ago.

I'm feeling a draft tonight.
Leaving is the one I did only just find.
Dark is nothing but the absence of light
And cold is just the absence of  heat.
I'm shivering at the thought of going blind.

visions
it hurts
to break thine
***
on
hard
floors
seeing
dreams
from
heights
of
visions
closed
gravity
and
physics
once
more
encompassing
the
limitless
horizons
seen
on
backs
of
eyelids.

Tell me if I intensify or ratify or eclectically
de-sastisfy or ******* lie or
**** me and stratify artistically mortify
I wanna cry and bend this whole **** thing
over to arithmetically magnify
geometrically articulate and situate
the intensity of the diametrical
opposites
******* the whole ****** thing
claim the reasoning as my own
when it came from
my muse.
Say with me...
Is this real?
can I prove one theory
one thing I know
is I am
deaf and dumb.
Just seemingly
revolving waiting
numb.