My dad broke my heart
Way before a guy had the chance to

Kids who have holes in their souls
In the shape of their dad. And
If a father is unwilling or
Unable to fill that hole, it can
Leave a wound that is not
Easily healed
-Roland Warren

71% of high school
Dropouts in the United States come
From fatherless homes

*A man ain't
**** if he's
No father
To his
Children

A fathers hurt
isn't the childs responsibility

I
do everything I can

Just
to live for you ..

But
I cant even feel you anymore

What
have I done to you?

You
are my everything and

I *******
broke you,

And
I talked to you yesterday

And
I’m still not sure

That it was you I even spoke to .



I always
pictured

That
when we were together that

We
would live it up…

But
lately it seems like

The
only light I have has given up,

You’ve
given up.

It
feels like we’re falling apart

But
I promise im not giving up!!!

I
love you so **** much and im losing you .

And
when you’re gone,

What
the hell am I supposed to do?

Lay
in bed,

Cry
in my pillow,

And
pretend it’s you?

Because
that’s exactly what im

Gonna
do .

I bet
you didn’t know

That
when im alone

it’s
for you that I cry .

what
else can I do

when
I’m watching everything

I love
die?

And
the worst  part is…

I’ve
given this my very

Best
try.

I too
often catch myself

Asking
why

Why
do I keep hurting her?

Why
am I the reason she cuts?

Why the **** do I keep bothering to wake up?

Now
that I read this

I guess
it’s clear why she’s giving up …

Because
I just can’t stop ******* up.

I’m
just not good enough.

Hello
world

Im
just a ***** up

I didn’t
think it’d be this hard to love me when I grew up.

The
part that ***** is I’m love struck

I can’t
just give up.

And
if you’re looking for a broken man

Here
I am

Holding on
to our love for dear life

Once
again

****

Loving you is so sweet
like the delight in finding something you lost
after you've looked forever
and become accustomed to the fact
that is was forever gone
Loving you is so sweet
if I could blush any harder
the blood would spur from my cheeks
How you make me feel
makes my heart flutter with wings
that never go the speed limit
You are the compelling reason
I seem to always crave a little risk
because why live life in the middle
when there's an edge
Loving you is so sweet
but the process is slow
like learning to play an instrument
knowing that through it all
every endeavor, every new discovery
we are making something beautiful
Loving you is so sweet
You seem to somehow occupy
every empty room in my mind
Every vacant space is filled with the memory of you
Your smile is tattooed on my brain
Loving you is so sweet.
So when I arrive at your house tonight
and you try to pick out the perfect shirt and tie
Just know that I am not worried about what you will wear
or how much the food is going to cost
or if my make up smears and my hair frizzes
Loving you is so sweet
That it is understood that
all other things
sand behind that sweetness

A pheasant found a sunflower,
And perched on the arch,
And munched,
A little every day at an early hour.

What a way to go -
Obscene remains ragged on the tall stalk,
Startling the tactful dying all around,
The soothing autumn sinking-away-in-a-glow -

A murdered man on show!