Do you know
the difference
between
a lonely heart
and a broken one?
A lonely heart
is seeking for
its missing half
that is yet
to be found.
A broken one
had already
found it
and lost it
again.

When the moon stares on earth like this,
when the vastness of the sky fondles
too well on my loneliness,
when the horizon limits me
with only you to wonder about,
I wish I'could hear your voice
even from an unfathomable distance
even just in a kiss of a minute
- perhaps to see if you're doing well,
Even though I need no further clue
that you’re doing great without me.
And my wanting to hear your voice,
is more of me
not doing well without you.

Because I kept on falling
for the ones I can never have,
I chose to stop falling
and to  finally reach the ground,
only to find myself
broken by the impact.

She's like a classic scene from a movie,
that will forever play on your head.
She's like a vinyl you'll always opt to,
for tunes to soothe the ache of your soul.
She's like your favorite book
that will always grace
the insipidity of your shelves.
She's your evening nostalgia
like a bedtime story
you'll never outgrow.

She's not supposed to stay with you,
and she didn't mean to anyway.
But some love just remain- unfading and still,
amidst the longest distance
this world can bestow,
amidst the most suffocating stretch
death can ever chastise.

They say that
true love is
to give without
asking for anything
in return.
So perhaps,
that's the reason why,
I love you
even though
you love her
And why
you allow me
to foolishly do so,
every day.

It's true
that I hate you
every time
you do not call
but what
I hate more
is the idea
of forgetting,
and the relief of
moving on.

I'll give you
something else
to toy with,
so you can leave
my heart
alone.