The thought of you
Lets be true
Dying is your latest fashion
But I have no attraction to your lies

So lets break this cycle
of life's sorrow
Stop wasting our tears on tomorrow
from our borrowed souls

The thought of you
has become  number two on the brain
but it still pains me that i'm alone
but this is all i've ever known

I lie to the dark
Saying i'm not afraid of the times
but as i scare away the pain
I realize what is to gain...
from this awful life

Like a blazing fire to a city of 10 million,
there will be no end to the destruction.

Up in flames it will all go and down will ashes,
cascading to the ground like a snowfall of innocence no longer.

My hands are warm and I know it’s that same restless fire burning in me; a fire I know no monsoon could ever contain.

There’s power that surges inside- I am aware of it’s presence
because I feel the indescribable desire to wreak havoc tingling in my veins.

I don’t want to char the world for I know those scars won’t heal, but without something that lasts how will they remember me when

even the brightest flames die out?

The monster has been hidden for so long
I know what’s wrong
I hold the external and internal pain in
Because the underlying emotions might just eat me alive
It’s killing me so I’ve turned to the dark comfort
Becoming numb from the pain
Bleeding out to take the pain away
But what’s to gain from this painful way

The knives n’ pens are starting to pierce the veil of my soul
Something has got to give, but I don’t know what
They tell me to move on but never give me the instructions on how

My mind is pacing, heart is racing
Depressive thoughts are starting to erode my soul
I feel as if I’ve fallen from grace
Now I try to crawl from this forsaken place
Who do I cry out to for help?
These black tears I cry are making this painting of my life bleed
So I curse at the life that pains me…to…stop hurting me
But I guess that’s not an option
So I question myself should I push on….

The knives n’ pens are starting to pierce the veil of my soul
Something has got to give, but I don’t know what
They tell me to move on but never give me the instructions on how

I guess the life I have made for me is tearing me apart
This black heart of mine bleeds for eternity
My Lady Midnight please come and take my soul
Cause my soul is broken

These knives n’ pens are piercing the veil of my soul!!!

I'm tired of hiding who I am
I'm tired of living by society's rules
Tired of you judgmental fools
Because I'm different and proud of the way I am

In this life I only saw emptiness

Such emptiness that swallowed



Me. Whole.


Even when I looked into a void

It resounded with the truth, behold!


Life cannot imitate the void,

For it is emptier as it unfolds.

Pit pat pit pat
My fingers click my screen
Pit pat pit pat
My words want to be seen
Pit pat pit pat
Two years just seem too long
Pit pat pit pat
These words have a new song