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An emotional wreck I am
Where were you when I needed you?
So I now turn to Father Depression
He whispers dark things into my soul
I look at my wrist and turn to the knife
Digging deeper & deeper, watching my blood drip because I have no more tears to release
Slowly dying on the inside, these scars are my crying plea

This cannot be my end
The darkness is surrounding me
I feel so alone but this is all I’ve ever known
These scars are my reminder of what I’ve been through

Look me in the eye and tell me everything will be ok
Now these sleepless nights are haunting me
Is this how life is meant to be
Tell me the truth, spare me the venom that comes from your mouth
So where do I go?
What happened to the world I use to know?
I’m scared of letting go of my past
Now my past has become a weight on my shoulder

This cannot be my end
The darkness is surrounding me
I Feel so alone but this is all I’ve ever known
These scars are my reminder of what I’ve been through
I’m reminded everyday at the sight of my faded scars on my arm
One day I realized that everything will be ok
Heyuh!!!

So this cannot be my end
The darkness is surrounding me
I feel so alone but this is all I’ve ever known
These scars are my reminder of what I’ve been through
-this song is about my past-
TO ALL POETS

Each of us is different
yet we are (bottom-line)
the same
true to self
that's what really  matters
words are the joys and tears of our heart
none can stop them--never, ever
--
listen -
hear no sound, feel
only wind on its way, ghostly
nothings, but hush to sharp wings
of ocean birds so fraying as they cut
the sky, shuttle to fairways, far aways,
in plaintive cries, i hear what they say,
sailing into the jeweled skylights, but i
am only weight of air, still on ground,
i mumble out, sidle the bone tides
that roll to land, grains of clarity,
i am mist and tear, a world
of hollow, i am that sound -
of ocean in a shell.
My former self is telling me turn back
Trying to figure out what to do with knowledge I’ve been given
Cause I know I’m still lost to the fact that I am human and I make mistakes
But I continue to do what the voice in my head that calls me a ***** up
Who do I turn to when I’ve lost everything?
I look in the mirror and see a ghost
Who had a clue that the ghost in the mirror was me

This ghost in the mirror was a scarred one
Whispering dark things in your ear
Not knowing what to do, you turn to the wrong comfort
Destroying your body isn’t the answer

Repressed memories are fighting their way back to the surface
My mind is under so much pressure
I need to be reassured that this storm is almost over
Restless nights, tossing and turning
Got thoughts trying to push me pass the edge
Taking me lower and lower, I have thoughts of suicide
My eyes become shut to my underlying emotions
It’s eating me alive

This ghost in the mirror was a scarred one
Whispering dark things in your ear
Not knowing what to do, you turn to the wrong comfort
Destroying your body isn’t the answer

Dark skies is clouding my mind
Tired of feeling abandoned
Feeling like tearing myself apart
Breaking under the pressure
IS THIS MY END!!!!!?

But this ghost in the mirror was a scarred one
Whispering dark things in your ear
Not knowing what to do, you turn to the wrong comfort
Destroying your body isn’t the answer
Listen to your demons;
They have a lot to say.
Consider, now, the chaos:
It can take your breath away.

Play the devils advocate:
Be shocked by your own speech.
Play with fire, dance with monsters,
Contemplate what they preach.

Hear the echoes in the silence,
Though the resonance is faint.
See the figures in the darkness
Meaning light still remains.

Stare into oblivion.
Embrace the great abyss.
Find beauty in the question:
Can nothingness exist?

And you think it is as simple
As telling black from white;
Little do you know, my love,
That it's just a trick of the light.
We try to get through it
But society keep putting us through this mess
Set the walls of Jericho up, watch them tear it down
Watch the flood of negativity come in like a tidal wave
Watch it destroy the roads we’ve paved
But we can rebuild it
So now is the time to refine our destiny in this life

Keep strong and prove society wrong
Push through the oppression
Fight the depression
Hold it together!!!
Mask
Written by Gothic Revolutionair

Can you hear my depression?
Putting an emotional guard from showing my underlying emotions
I guess that’s the motion life puts itself in
This face is a front
I’ve tried to drown my demons, tried to bury them but they keep coming up to the surface
These demons keep arriving at my doorstep
So why even put this mask of lies on?!!!

Let it out
Tell us what’s wrong
No matter what, we’ll be there for you
To lift you up when you’re down
No need for the mask

Hiding my emotions from the world
Bottling it all up
I never would have thought it would become so hard
I cry painful thoughts into my hands
Overdosed on my thoughts, I turn to the blade of dark places
This pain has made me a train wreck out of me
Is this how it ends?
Is this how it’s suppose to be

Let it out
Tell us what’s wrong
No matter what, we’ll be there for you
To lift you up when you’re down
No need for the mask

This is the voice of reason
Take the walls of false emotions down
Cause you’ve got to let it out
Destroy the mask!!!

Let it out tell us what’s wrong
No matter what, we’ll be there for you
To lift you up when you’re down
No need for the mask!!!

— The End —