You are my world,
I want to get lost in this.

You are my structure,
I want to make it perfect.

You are my lovely dream,
I want to see it everyday.

You are my memories,
I want to remember it every time.

You are my tear,
Let it flow in your memories.

You are my heart,
Let it beat in your love.

You are my chance,
I want to get it.

You are my life,
I want to live it frankly.

You are my face,
I want to see forever.

You are my respiration,
I can't live without this.

This is speciality of my love,
I want to tell it from everybody.

I'm panting
But still wanting
You're suffocating
Yet it's intoxicating
Whenever your near
I tend to break down
A sudden burst of adrenaline
Can't keep me on the ground
I want to scream
I want to fly
I want to do everything to try
But you found me
You looked at me directly in the eye
Like I'm the only good thing left on earth
There's no talking
Yet our hearts seemed to comprehend
What we wanted to say
Our hands start touching
You held me like a fragile material
So excited yet so afraid I might break
And then you smile
And you say those words I really wanted to hear
And I can't say a thing
Cause you leave me breathless

Less than three months left.
More than three months in.
To be sure of my day of getting back to reality
I just have to keep a good grasp onto
This smile Ive come fond of
I need to stick to doing it myself
And not waiting for someone
Or more likely
Some substance
Like a pill of some sort
Or the sticky stuff
Or the liquid stuff
The point is
I got this
And my job is to prove that
Stay on track
Put up with these druggies' ******* for a bit longer



And then
I'l be home.