I counted back from ten inside my head
whising you were still laying in my bed

She smiled at the stars like they knew all her darkest secrets
and all the hopeless kids on the street laughed at me
because deep down inside we all knew the universe didn't

Being reckless became a part of my life
somtimes my hair was navy blue and other days it was black
I loved the smell of danger and I liked being afraid

I wish we could start all over again
we would lay down together
surounded by pink flowers and a ***** mind

You could never keep your mouth shut
or say something positive

this boy hated the world and everyone in it
except for me

and thats why I felt like the most special person
in the world whenever I was near him.

My pride and love has been washed away by the violent storms of your doubt.

When I think of you it’s cosmos, the worlds in perfect harmony
Then I think what’s the point if you don’t think of me?

The sun shines through your eyes I swear they’re made of gold
Blue stained with crystal, leading to stories of the soul

I think of you almost every hour, nothings really changed
I get scared sometimes though that we will stay the same

The story in the dark, untouched and left untold
Letting our feelings drown, frozen and shattered in the cold

My father doesn't approve, but it seems he never will
If you’re going to run I’ll run as long as we don’t stand still

Seems most of this is terrifying, using words in a mine field
I seize to understand, what’s the big deal?

I’m 17 now, I am not young a naive
Some things I speak you must trust but still you don’t believe

I prove an I cry, and hopelessly wonder
Why am I in a low, with such rain and thunder?

He’s the one I want don’t you get it, can’t you see?
I’m not such a child, let me be free

Seeing you will never change, I’ll wait for him you’ll see
And if it’s truly love, *what’s meant to be will be

I'm shutting down,
permanently.

The gears in my head,
jammed with the words that you said.
They can't turn,
or spin,
or move,
you win.

I'm leaving now,
forever.

Once my wheels hit the road,
there's no coming home.
I'll vanish,
disappear,
into thin air,
and you'll never hear from me again.

Like a cloud in the sky,
I'll move on.

I'll forget everything, erased,
like your name and your face.
I'll forget you,
delete you,
and never will I,
speak of you.

Because I'm moving on.

Like a cloud in the sky,
I'm moving on.

Her feelings are the same
But her attitude is different