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Fitri Nisya Nov 2014
"You are the person I'm never stop looking even in a crowded place"

She said--in her memories.
Fitri Nisya Nov 2014
There she goes again
Stop her reading book--just
Taking her phone
Push the power button
Hoping there is a text
From the one she wish the most--

And still
All she get

Is an empty text
And you know it is not that easy to text someone first
  Nov 2014 Fitri Nisya
Ena Alysopriono
Depression, self-hatred
It seems everyone is affected by it
Whether personally
Or if it is a family member
Or friend
Sometimes people don't even know
They are affected by it
Why is their brother so drawn away?
Why does their mommy not want to get out of bed?
Depression cannot always be prevented
But it can be beaten
With love
If you show people you care
They realize
No matter how one it takes
That they make a difference in someone's life
And that can be enough
To save them from taking their own
So please
Show people you love them
And care about them
Try not to be cold to people
Because you don't know what they are dealing with
And that sneer you give them
Could be the last straw
The one that breaks the camel's back
And all their strength and willpower
Comes crashing down
Smile
Give people something to hold on to
Until they can find Hope
Just showing someone you care can help. It is important to show your love for your friends and family, but it can be just as important to show someone you don't know that you care. Smile at someone in the hallway at school, or when you pass someone in the office. If you are too shy one way to do this before you get you confidence up is complete Ember Evanescent's DearBlankChallenge, which everyone can and should do. To learn about this search #dearblankchallenge and read the description.
Fitri Nisya Nov 2014
If only he could understand your silence,
There will not be any poems

If only all the poems were work out,
There will not be any more art with beautiful word

If only he noticed all your words,
You might be stop writing

If only you stopped writing,
You have nothing to express

He left,
Everyone left
He does not understand your silence
You have much words to be written

So keep writing,
With beautiful words
And a deep hidden messages to be shown

So keep writing...
To those who always writing a poem, keep writing!
  Nov 2014 Fitri Nisya
Ember Evanescent
I watched as it pulled out of the station
Knowing you were on that train
And it breaks my heart
I fight back tears
Because YOU are on that train
And I was really hoping that instead
That train would be on you.
That would have made me so happy. :)


If you feel pity for her like I'm being too harsh and homicidal read the notes.
I loathe her. She emotionally and mentally made me as well as those I loved family and friends feel like we'd been run over by a train and physically our arms looked looked like they had been run over by a train because self-harm was our only relief from the hell she put us through and the horrible things she said and did to us. Those scars last eternally. Our mothers were freaking shattered when they found out our ****** and knife filled secret we were social outcasts and very judged and hated eating problems disorders triggered etc. Also, we were in such internal pain the grief physically manifested there was this burdening weight on our chests and we are still a little damaged. Being hit by a train is the nicest thing I could think of for that truly heartles MEAN girl.
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