Beat down the walls that bind me
Beat down the people who control me
Lash out unrestrained
Pure anger pouring out
The vibrations staggering

A frenzy look
glint in my eyes
Bloodlust pooling

fists clenching
preparing
getting ready to strike

I am normally
so sweet
so peaceful

But **** me off
And Things get deadly

My anger
WILL
be
unleashed

Shouting out
her mournful wails
crying out into
the bitter darkness
seeking help
that will never come

She raises her
tear stained face
to the sky
and screams her pain
into the night

More animilistic
the human
curl up on herself
no tears left to cry
no voice left to scream

doesnt anyone see her?
this poor **** creature?

She's crying for help
but everyone just turns their head
And acts like she isnt there

decending into madness
Its radaiting through my body
Capturing my heart and soul
what was once pure light
is now pure darkness.

My eyes
a once vivd blue
now tinted
a cold black

I feel it spreading
coating me in a heavy web
I feel it calling to me
Wanting me for itself

it calls to me
Like a man to his lover
Begging me
whispering tantalizing promises
making my body crave and want it

The darkness within me
It calls to me
It wants me

And I want it .

"So what does depression feel like"*

It feels like trying to run through the sand after you have just climbed out of the ocean.

Like trying desperately to hang on to the merry-go-round spinning out of control.

Like struggling to keep your head above water in a wave pool.

Like trying to climb up a steep slide and slipping down just as you almost reach the top.

Like gasping for air after you've had the wind knocked out of you.

Like having a crush on life knowing life will never like you back.

Do you understand now?

Please Don't
Give Up
On Me

Don't count
me out
just yet

I'm Still
Hanging in
I'm still
Hanging on

Dont Think
me as
wasting space

Don't believe
me as
hopeless case

I'm Still fighting
I'm still here

I'm not going anywhere