Stop Playing with my feelings
You give me false hope
One day you need me
the next you don't.

Stop playing with My feelings
You break me apart
One day I feel happy inside
the next you shatter my heart.

Stop playing with my feelings
I don't know what to do
should I choose you
or should I be leaving?

I remember the day
I told you to go.

My heart was in pieces,
my chest was heavy,
Sometimes I wish

That day never happened,

because I lied.

When I look at the moon
In the night,
I realize we're looking at the same light.

The stars fill up the sky,
but they are never as bright as your eyes.

I sit by my window
thinking of you,
but I know
I'm never on your mind.

I hope when you look
at the moon,
We will see it together,
and you'll think of me.

The Sun
shines brightly today.

Looking at all the people passing by.

Smiling at everyone they see.

Why doesn't  The Sun smile at me?

We were just friends
People who shared
secrets and thoughts.
People we went to for
help and support.

Then we had crushes
and then we weren't friends
but we became crushes.

I lied.
I lied on that day
I lied when I told you to go.

Sad posts on your feed
I wondered what was wrong

I thought you missed me
I thought you wanted me back

But it turns out it in the end
it wasn't me.

It wasn't me.

Towers
surround me and
cover me
from the sun.
Never walked away
from these
buildings
to try to find the sun until
the realization
that they are blocking
the only light
of my life.
Later
seeing the mistakes
I have made
before.
Must be foolish
to not see
all of this.
How dreadful it was,
terrible
and shocking
to not have discovered
all of this
earlier.

I want
to tell you how I feel.

To see if you felt the same way,
if you still felt the same.

I want
to talk for hours.

I want to know.

I may not have shown it before,
but now
I have my feelings for you.

Your heart used to belong to mine
but my heart didn't belong to you.

Today my heart was broken
by someone you used to love.

That someone you loved is back
and here I am,
picking up my broken heart
and I am leaving you
forever.

I put on makeup
do you think I'm beautiful now?

My hair is done
am I prettier now?

I put on a dress
do I look better now?

No. Your appearance does not define who you are.

Beauty comes from what's inside
no one should be judged by their looks.

There's a party tomorrow
and I want to know

Are you coming or not?

I prepare myself for you
to talk and explain

but you never even call out my name.

Wait
but why do I care so much?

There's no one to impress
You're just a stain
And I'm washing away the dirt.

Coming or not
I'll ignore
the apologies I've waited to hear

You.
Why are you so perfect?

Unobtainable, beautiful, untouchable.

You stand in the sun, and don't realize what you look like to me.

Your smile is brighter than sunshine
your voice music to my ears.

You are perfect

to me.

Why you know not,
of the daydreams that fill my head.
Special scenarios that I know will never happen.

Smiles where I am the reason for,
give my day life and happiness.
Contagious laughter from the unobtainable makes for memorable memories.

Shy are you,
Hiding away from the crowd.
Trying best to be unnoticed,
staring often in the distance.
Little do you know,
quick glances out of the corner of my eyes I look at you.

You do not know
how I've never felt so far
when I'm right next to you.