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Evan Hayes Nov 2014
I'm tired of love
It does nothing but trick and deceive you
How can I love anyone
When I can't even love myself?
I can't tell you how I feel
You would only make fun
Ridicule me for being different
Indifferent to your way of thinking
I am not like you
Nor do I like you
How can I find someone else
When I'm trying my hardest not to break

Friends?
Just people who put up with me more
Sure I've changed
Sure I'm better
But I'm still the bad guy
And i accept that

I'm tired and worn out
I just want to sit by the fire

Allow me the strength to **** myself
I don't like who I am
I like you
I'm jealous of your inability to care
As much as you do
The wall you've put up around you
Has blocked me from entering your mind
I'm retreating now

Goodbye
Just some thoughts I've had about myself and the things around me
Evan Hayes Nov 2014
What if I told you that as you sit beside me
I was even more madly in love with you
Than I was last night
Under florescent light

You look like a lovely gal
You look like a lively pal

If you were with me tonight
I would never turn the light

You and I were meant to be
My Daisy
Why can't you see

We talk all day and all of the night
I will never lose sight
Of my goal

I sit and drink my black coffee
Feel the emptiness
Inside of me

Every single feature
Of this beautiful creature
Shows through out every hour
Now let's go take a shower

Warm water hitting me while I
Kiss you
Guess you got me
Got a clue
**** girl driving me crazy
Evan Hayes Nov 2014
If I told you I'd stay
Would you leave me?

If I told I'd go
Would you believe me?


Our group thought we were wrong
Thought you were long ways gone
Thought I was In over my head
Well I guess I should've said

I adore you
I believe you
I will show you

Please
Appease me

I am one of a kind
And I've already signed
My name to your grave
You've already have it made

Well I'm spoiled
Because of you

And you don't believe
The date is due

Before I quit
and give on it
I remember all the ****
You said in the pit
And I will be thing that fits
You in the dark
Evan Hayes Nov 2014
Im over here
Over there
I'm in the dark
Afraid of fear

Here I am
Let me lie here
On the maple
I'm incapable

Taking me
Taking you
Taking my little secret
Making a few more

Be a friend
Be better because I said so
Because I said no

I won't run away now
You can run away now
You can bask in the sun
You can wait alone there
I will wait for you here
I will wait with you there

I'm in my head
With my friend

I'm a bit happy
But you're a bit of fool

We are just people here
We just aren't special here

I'll just go and wait inside
While im feeling so confided
I will feel the oncoming tide
And it will feel like I've been invited
  Nov 2014 Evan Hayes
Creep
I love you.
It's a fact. I care about you
and I'm worried.
Everyone is.
I just want you to trust me,
let me into your life
so that I can wrap you up,
take all the pain away,
and just cry in your place.

But you're strong.
I know you are.
And I trust you,
I really do.
If it's something I shouldn't hear,
then so be it.
But you should know,
it's tearing me apart inside.
I don't want to push you,
I know what it's like;
nevertheless,
I still yearn to know and worry.

But,
if you don't want to say anything,
fine. I'm okay with that too.
Just know I'm here and I want to be your
best friend.
You need one in this crazy ******* up world.
feel like i used "but" too much lol but whatever, this is my letter to jay, my awesome rock :D she is bae.
Evan Hayes Nov 2014
Here I stand
Atop the world again
You and I were there together
Not that long ago

I'm counting down
The days until we meet again
Our lips and our eyes

The "Us" of tomorrow
Won't live today
We're living in the sins
Of yesterday

**** up the sins
and take the pills

The light never shined
Quite as bright
When you looked me in the eyes
That one night

The "Us" of tomorrow
Will strive today
We'll learn from mistakes
Of yesterday

We will show them
Who's the best

They're not gonna like us
In the nest

We're gonna leave
in the morning
Just as long
As the rain is pouring

Now the "us" of tomorrow
is now
Guess I'll show you
The rest somehow
The "us" of tomorrow
lives today
when we're fighting
In the battles of yesterday
Evan Hayes Nov 2014
Let me neglect your voice
Let you out of my head
If I told you I tried
Well I didn't try enough

That's gonna change
Believe me now
I'll show you how
You can have me

I'll tell you everything
And every thought
Run across my barren wasteland
Of a mind

And if you're still there
By the end of my story
You can have
All the stolen glory

Nervously sliding my hand
To the soft spot tissue
That is your hand
And as our fingers interlock
I'm not at all shocked

But my heart is racing
My head is calm
My hand is shaky
And you're just there

Expresionless

Your sweater
and brown hair
are all I have
To make it through the day

Your embrace
and your laugh
Belong to you

Could I borrow them for class?
I'll give them back at lunch

Can I borrow you?
Be mine for a while
We can go a mile
or two

In my stupid car
with my bad music
And my shaky hands

I'll go slow
Not to worry you
I'll take the backroads
Cause where we're going
There isn't a main road
to get to where we're going

We're going away
Leaving this town
This state
We're going to travel
The whole wide world
And as long as you're in bed
By sundown
Then I'll be happy
As long as you're happy
Thoughts about this girl
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