I remember when we first met

Light flickered in your eyes
the way moonlight reflects
through cold crystals

Your voice that made me deaf
to the loudest of angel hymns
surrounding you

Like the sun
I behold you in sight before
withdrawing from a dangerous stare

Being so close
it suffocated me
yet so far to leave me
of beautiful agony for you

A smile that embeds in your
skull for a day you want
to remember it's perfection

And with the torture of goodbye
we croaked out between soft lips
"see you later"
like it was a promise

-*D.P.

YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME.
YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD TRY TO HEAL
ME. BUT THEN YOU ******* LEFT ME ON MY
BATHROOM FLOOR, DROWNING IN MY OWN
TEARS AND BLOOD SHED BY MY OWN HAND
AND ****** IF I LIVE I WILL MAKE
SURE YOU FEEL MY PAIN

I'm so tired and exhausted,
I just need some time to rest,
rest from your uncertainty

Because the way you saw me
before I said I loved you,
was even better than now

When I told you I loved you
after all that we've been through,
you told me you felt the same

But do you still feel me here?
I wish I never told you,
things I've always wanted to

'Cause you said you felt the same,
But that's the thing about it

You "felt".

I am
really good at
tearing away
people who love me.