Hey, I hope you can hear me
I’m so close, but you won’t come near me
I’m sorry for the things that I said
But it seems my heart won’t rest
I’ll always be here, I promise not to move
We do somethings but I'm left with questions
But then again I realize you're taken
We have our on and offs
Honestly it’s so confusing
But I’m ok with anything if it’s you
You’re the one who can change my mind
The girl who I’d give everything up for
That’s dangerous, I know
You could tear me apart in one go
But I’m asking you please, let me in
Or let me go.
Because it seems I always fall for what I can't have.

Some years ago he met a girl
She seemed so lost and confused
He should've helped her out
But he was stuck in awe as she stood in his line of sight
The most beautiful girl he'd ever seen
Was just feet away and seemed so serene

At this time he was so immature
Trying to think of ways he could talk to her
Maybe bump into her and call it an accident
Ask for help on some heavy assignment ?

Those were all good options but when the time came
He'd did the ridiculous to make her laugh
For days on end he'd ridicule hiself
Just to see that smile upon her face
It took a year of that constant routine until he finally asked her out

Now this is just the rambling of a children's love story
Normally it would end right there
"They were happy in the end" Is the usual end
But the end has yet to come
After 2 years of that the girl moved on
Leaving that boy to lie in his thoughts
Weird enough she still felt for him
So they were ultimately on and off
Confused and lost the boy wonders how she feels
As her signals seem to come in waves

The boy is now 17
Still in love with the girl
Yet she's off with some other guy
In books and movies the boy gets the girl
But keep in mind that in life
Things don't always work out as well

I just want to sleep and infinitely dream,
Is it so hard to ask for things,that are only fantasies ?

They say life is what you make it
Exciting and fun is the quo
But when you're as boring as i am
You might not get in at all
All I do is sit in my room
Blasting music, playing games and eating food
You may say that I'm a loser
But I'd say the loser is you
While you're being turned, corrupt and disturbed
By the worlds idea of "Perfect"
Im in my own little world
Content with myself
Not worrying about the things that you do
Hair, money, clothes nor good looks
I can do with what little I have
And I understand that people elsewhere
Would **** to just be where I am
So I'll sit and be happy
Not falling to greed
Just as the people become society's ******.

At one point you referred to me as your Romeo
And you were my Juliet
It seems we had our falling out
But have yet to see our last breath
Oh Juliet if you were here
In my arms, I'd hold you dear
What hardship we had faced before
Caught me off guard I swear to death
If I could have that moment back
You'd still be here with me
Oh Juliet I miss you so
I just wish I could make you see
I've watched you fall in and out of love
With so many other guys
If only you would turn around
And see I'm still right by your side
We call each other the best of friends
But if you knew, you'd feel so bad
Oh Juliet I'll hide away
All these feelings that I have
I'd rather see you happy
Than stressed beyond belief
But no matter what i do or try
It's not good enough since it's me
Oh Juliet one day you'll see
The words I write for you
And at that time I hope you'll know
Im still hit with cupids bow.

Everything you said seems to have gotten you nowhere
You still sulk and cheat
Like its getting you somewhere
I may have just been that easy guy
But at least take my advice
While you tell me that I'm worthless
You also give me a reason to write.

There's dust on these old emotions
They've been caged for so long
Can't tell if they're still broken
Since there's plenty of times I've been wronged
Not saying that I'm innocent
Or that I'm the most righteous of them all
But you're the one who said you loved me
And notice now that I am gone?

I woke up this morning
And stared at the news
They said it was 2014
But to me its 2010
I am living in the past
Stuck in black and white