Who said life gets any easier
We just get used to the hard times
Take the good where you can get it
And take the bad just as it comes
Oh it comes

Or you could spend your time having fun
Laying out in the sun
You could take slow as you go
Enjoying every moment

Roll the windows down
Light me another one
They wont catch us now
Driving 90 on the freeway

Oh you could spend your time having fun
Laying out in the sun
You could take slow as you go
Enjoying every moment

Roll the windows down
Light me another one
Take the good where you can get it
They wont catch us now
Enjoying every moment

I see you as I'm cleaning tables.
I try not to make eye contact,  you feel my presence. I can't help myself, I'm drawn to you, Like a child drawn to the jingle of keys. A feeling this strong is not foreign, but I question it. I've never fallen in love so quickly, sorta like i was struck down by lighting. At first sight! how cliché... I clean tables near you just to get closer, the check is on the table! I haven't got much time! You stand up, take your last sip of water, place the glass cup ever so gently on it's coaster.  I'm frozen in fear, I can not move, I can not speak. Helplessly, I watch as u walk out the door. My heart, it breaks, but then again who could love a busser anyways.

Am I the only one that has their demons feasting upon their souls?
They say it is easy to tie a noose around your mind,
To overcome the urges and temptations of ending your life with a suicide
They don't know the true pain and torment that is going on in my head
An epic battle that leaves me with restless nights in bed
"End your life already" they say, as they prey on me during my weakest hours
Sometimes I give into the voices, carrying the sharp blade to my wrist
Crying as I struggle to mutter three powerful words that keeps me going
Choking on my sobs, my lungs deflate with a desire to say that God loves me
I try to convince myself that God is trying to test my faith
And to just wait, wait and wait
Then my Demons will eventually go AWAY.....



~Imperfect Desire **

soft to the touch
pale complexion
red hair, long and wavy
small pink lips, grin mischievous
fire in your eyes
passion in your soul
lust in your veins
      I long to be the item of your desire,
to have you wrapped around my finger tips. of all things to transpire, his heart is yours and your heart is his.

Left for dead on the side of the road no one to Identify me, I'm no one to claim. A letter placed in my jacket reads a soulful man with nothing to his name but a heart full of love and a past full of shame

I'll feel better when the smoke clears and your guilt becomes sincere

Your own reality is based on how the birds sing at night, faint little voices calling your name, take this day and build a city at the edge of your delusions, the tree tops seem to be the only level minded creatures