Taste of adventure:
when i shared my vision
you inspired me to chart the map
Taste of freedom:
when i took off on the journey
you showed me the North Star
Taste of loneliness:
when i closed the door
you were my light
Taste of fear:
when i killed myself
you warmed my heart
Taste of quietness:
when i finally shared my secrets
your soul was by my side
Taste of a tear:
when i saw your pain
y!ou taught me how to feel
Taste of nostalgia:
when i found my passion
your influence was alive
Taste of friendship:
when i stepped into the world
your smile was under the sky
Taste of joy:
when i sparkled in her moment
you came to my mind
Taste of an adult:
when i found my heels in an autumn air
you are the one to thank
Taste of honesty:
when I met my demon
You, just embraced it

Frustration
The sudden feeling
You get
When the reason
Behind it is

Disappointment
When expectations
You've had
Were a fantasy

Nothing makes you happy.
Why?
Because nothing makes you happy.

That is depression.

If you can be poor with someone, you are rich.
If your well is dry, you are the bridge.
If you can go with them with nothing, you are something.
If together you chase your true calling, you can stop running.

-Gloraeanna

I just feel like there’s something wrong with me

With how I think
And how I react to things

I don’t know if I’m missing something
Or if I just made myself into this mess

There’s so much going on inside of me
I don’t even know where it's happening

I can feel voices in my legs
They’re screaming in my spine

They’re dying to get out

I want so badly
To get them out
To stop harboring these awful thoughts

They’re tearing away at everything I am
They take a piece of me with each word

"You’re never enough"
"You’re cold"
"You are always messing up, my god why do you do that?"
"You are too complicated for love"
"You’re incapable of communicating your emotions"
"Who’s going to want to be with someone like that?"
"You will never go anywhere"
"You are talentless"
"You aren’t anything special"
"You are plain"
"You are so much lesser than everyone else"

It hurts
So bad

They have a way of wrapping their words around my heart
And making them all I can see
All I can hear
All I can feel

They pull tight
They twist and turn my insides
They make sure it’s slow
They know its painful

It feeds them

My tears are their water
My muffled sobs are music to their ears

I want them out
I need them out
I can get them out
If I just say something

Huh

But then again, who would listen?

I’d rather keep them in
Than burden someone else with them

I think something’s wrong with me

They hail you as their morning star
Because you are the way you are.
If you return the sentiment,
They'll try to make you different;
And once they have you, safe and sound,
They want to change you all around.
Your moods and ways they put a curse on;
They'd make of you another person.
They cannot let you go your gait;
They influence and educate.
They'd alter all that they admired.
They make me sick, they make me tired.

I gaze at the moon
Are you looking at it too?
Just like the last time?

I say I lost a lover,
When I think of losing you,
But you didn't even know if you "loved me"
I said you were home,
And our love was comfort,
But when you said you didn't know f you even loved me.
A match was held,
And my heart was full of gasoline,
A fire was lit,
And My heart was burnt to a crisp,
Now I sit heartless,
And I don't know what to miss.

Please my friend can't you just see
all you need is love
you gotta let your soul unwind
untangle your strings
release them from your being
remember your just a living thing
all you wanna do is be able to run free
then you realized its the 99th day
simple bourgeois
its time to find that looking glass tree

Remember this before you go explore
once you understand her perception
you are not a boy anymore
the answer which your searching for
will reveal itself
it makes no exception
believe you me
you have found your true reason
what living is for