10 months and I still cry
10 months and one would think I have moved on
10 months and still not close to enough

I lie in bed
Ready to scream
My eyes filled with tears

And I ask myself why
Why I‘m not good enough
Why she is
Why I still cry
And why you not

And I wonder how I ended up here

when two hearts fall in love its for eternity
hearts entwined together they will always be
a love to last a lifetime a love thats oh so true
a love that you can share for your whole life through

happy ever after together you will stay
and the love you share will never ever stray
there for evermore as long as you may live
both in love together with so much love to give.

I live in the future but also the past, constantly caught between the two.
Thinking about the things I wish I could change,
Whilst worrying about what has yet to come…