****,
Molly,
Mushrooms,
LSD,
*******,
Crack,
Heroine,
****...

Do­ you have any idea of what this stuff is?
What it can do to someone....
How much it hurts the people that love you.

NO ONE knows what my life is like...
NO ONE knows what I've dealt with ,
How many times I've cried,
because I was scared....

Scared to lose someone I love,
Scared about what it'd do,
worried sick,
crying hard.

I just can't deal with someone else,
who I care about,
doing anything like that,
or getting hurt.

I try not to care,
so I won't get hurt,
but I can't not care,
it's just who I am...

Please don't put me
through that experience
again by doing the same thing,
I care too much to not care.

I'm done with this ****...

Right timing?
Trust me, in life there's never perfect timing.

Depression...
It is but only a stepping stone to
achieving happiness.
Depression is a reminder...
"Hey, you've failed once at chasing happiness
and grew stronger and smarter from it,
give it another go."
Depression is only to make happiness
that much better.

Heartbreak...
is like waking up from a good dream,
at first everything was all cool and then,
it suddenly hits you and boom your awake.
Eventually you'll forget and move on
it's what we humans do...
It's how we excel and evolve.

If only we could have met each other sooner,
we'd be closer than the stars in the sky.