(april 2020)

the wild cat is slightly fat

yet his hips remain slim



snake like



snakes figure a bit here since

i saw that one in the

famous old painting with a egg

in its mouth



i think that was the last time

i went out

You can always tell a self destructive writer
By their poetry

Because sometimes they are redundant
And other times they are expressing pain

But they always tell a story of being hurt
And locked into their own head

But this my dear, is why they write
Because the person in their head is trying to get out

Self destructive writers
Are usually dark

But when they are light
They tell you how perfect you are

So that you don't do the same thing
That they did to themselves

Self destructive writers
Don't want you to make their scars
On your arms

I finally broke down every wall for You

And you picked up every single stone
Just to throw it back at me.........

I don’t need love in my life,
If i can’t love you,
No, I don’t need this heart,
If it won’t even beat for you
And I don’t really want to feel,
If i can’t feel you.

Because of You-
I belong among the wild flowers

even when your stem has dried up
and can no longer support you
even when your petals wilt and blacken
and are carried away by the wind

i will love you no less
than when you first bloomed